This episode of "The Trees Have Eyes" discusses why most women ask for help in time of pregnancy who are in endangering of human trafficking or have been trafficked already. Most women should know there are better options than abortion and women should have access to birth control. Lots of women do not have access. Endangered victims like myself often can't afford to get pregnant but it seems very "twisted" for someone like myself to not have access to birth control. For "individuals without housing" it's impossible to ask for help, and it is life-threatening to the mother and the child. I would like to be more self-aware of why I act in such ways to become pregnant. It must be a way I discover that being involved with lots of different connections with people helps me understand my life better and have a voice that matters. Pregnancy should never just happen with anyone, its wrong to not have access. I keep myself private, I use the word "No". It just seems at this point in my life I have always wanted what I wanted in life, so if a man raped me I would accept a pregnancy. I just am in a very risky situation safety and money-wise. In return it affects me, hurts me, rewards the predator for increasingly pressuring me towards a life I don't want or need. A life I don't ask for a life that someone might as well call garbage. Life is not garbage my body is supposed to be Gods Property not a man who can tell you that your body is meaningless and your baby means nothing, and can't grow. I can't be an adult woman and grow and in return its very traumatizing.
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