On 5th March this year (2021) my person was murdered by his friend.He was an alcoholic and was such hard work, I couldn't be with him, but I always loved him. He was brutally murdered and in a moment, my person was gone, and his person is still here.I can't stop thinking about him, wondering where he is, Is he still him somewhere? How can a person just not exist anymore, all of his memories, hopes, dreams and expectations gone. How can that be? My mind just can't settle around it. I miss him so much. No I didn't go and see him alot, just once a week usually, but I miss his presence in this world. He was loud, eccentric, colourful and funny, and I miss that so much it makes my heart ache.

I had the clearest dream last night....

Plea hearing for my best friends killer.

On 5th March this year, yes only two weeks ago, I lost one of the most important people in my life.I was speaking to him, and two hours later, he was gone. A loud, colourful eccentric pain of a character. But no matter what, I still somehow managed to love him.

Give us the truth, no deflection and lies

Come and spend some time with me, sharing my thoughts.

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It's me, the Queen of overthinking.

Is it me, or has the world gone mad?

Just some thoughts from today