On 5th March this year (2021) my person was murdered by his friend.He was an alcoholic and was such hard work, I couldn't be with him, but I always loved him. He was brutally murdered and in a moment, my person was gone, and his person is still here.I can't stop thinking about him, wondering where he is, Is he still him somewhere? How can a person just not exist anymore, all of his memories, hopes, dreams and expectations gone. How can that be? My mind just can't settle around it. I miss him so much. No I didn't go and see him alot, just once a week usually, but I miss his presence in this world. He was loud, eccentric, colourful and funny, and I miss that so much it makes my heart ache.
