The Unconventional Believer

If you remember, I made a podcast episode titled incestuous family dynamics a few months ago. Here is part II. I came across a young man giving a chilling testimony about being taken advantage of by his male family members and it moved me. It reminded me of my story and the many stories I've heard in my 31 years of living.

Boundaries are protection. Boundaries are safety nets. The holidays are coming, make your own holiday dinner. Say no to back to back functions. Have time for yourself...

Trigger warning ⚠️

What started as a vision of my thirteen year old self holding myself accountable for not allowing her to be, turned into my testimony of the last 24 hours..

Don't give up guys!

We gone make it (in my Jadakiss voice)

God is our anchor

Jesus died so we can access God at ANY TIME 🫶

TRIGGER WARNING: 🚨

As a business owner, as a human, it's IMPERATIVE that I dismantle any kind of smear campaigns against me. I will not be complicit in any lies against me anymore! lie on me and I'll tell the TRUTH about you! In my 31 years, I have seen and experienced a lot but by the grace of God, I am here. The real revenge is claiming what's been stolen from me spiritually. Y'all suckas ain't win...

Burn out is already hell for us all. Adding autism in the mix ? Straight purgatory. It blows me away how we as a people have a tendency to avoid humanity at all costs just to show that we are normal and functioning! In a world that's so fucked up, what the hell is normalcy anymore ? Starting to think you neurotypicals aka normal folk are the damn problem...

CREATIVITY IS PARAMOUNT! Without staying creative, we can be sure to become depressed and find ourselves in the wilderness. You weren't given gifts in vain. You are to carry them out and see them come to pass.

⚠️There's a trigger warning for this episode ⚠️

Please be mindful when tuning into this episode because there are themes mentioned that aren't necessarily family oriented, popular or socially accepted.

PGAD is a persistent genital arousal disorder. Naturally, people would assume having a condition like this is pleasurable. Unfortunately, it's a condition that affects men and women for various reasons that aren't linked to actual sexual desire. I am giving insight on my experience with it and how God showed me the connection between PGAD and trauma I've endured in my life. ALSO, be mindful that this episode in particular has a little interference. There is some wind in the background and some children laughing. I don't usually upload episodes with interference it's just that I didn't want to go back and rerecord this episode given the fact that the weight of what I shared could really be useful to somebody that can relate to what it is I'm saying. When I recorded the episode, I was working out and I didn't realize just how powerful the topic was going to be so I didn't bring my usual set of headphones so I apologize if in the beginning it's a tad bit of wind. But if you can stay the course, I promise you this episode will bless you in so many ways.

I wanted to post an episode to check in and encourage my unconventional believers to keep going as always. But I found myself regurgitating a theme I've shared frequently on my podcast and that is that my spirit is telling me that we are in the season where the" last shall be first" 🙌🌬️

Matthew 20:16

 So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

I see a lot online and I hear a lot in the spirit where many people have echoed this. Which to me serves as confirmation that other gifted people are seeing this play out in real time as the warfare for the chosen has been increased but a lot of us are fully understanding our identities in Christ now which is also helping us understand what we are truly authorized to do as children of God. We are understanding the power behind hell coming against us now. So I wanted to post an episode giving an experience of mine where what used to upset me ended up being an opportunity for me to showcase just how much I've matured through past warfare to where I can now feel the anchor of God in my soul when I am tempted to act out of character or succumb to the obstacles at hand.

#stillbutababe

That last sentence kinda ate 🙆🤣

🔥⚔️Glory to God 🔥⚔️

God you are so awesome! I enjoyed my morning worship! It was an amazing start to my day. My daughter and I cuddle together on the couch listening to Twinkie Clark's Lord you are so awesome 🌬️💞