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"I think in hindsight I was trying to avoid the pain and regrowth that it kind of requires, I think post divorce. So I threw myself into this other marriage just clinging to this like visual of the Brady Bunch and just way too fast blending families. It was a very unhealthy relationship and I benched myself after that. And it's. It's been like almost three years, which is crazy. But at this age, time is whatever, a flat circle. What is it? Matthew?"