(Chorus)
I just bought a chainsaw for fun.
A bone saw so you can't run.
A lobotomy tool to make you fuckers drool.
Lots of gasoline so I can BBQ you.
I think I'm being pretty nice.
But I won't put your body on ice.
Yes, I'm fucked up Yes I'm twisted in my mind.
I'm a crazy bitch 90 % of the time.
{Verse one}
I think I used to be perfectly sane.
Then something happened inside of my brain.
I started having dark thoughts every single day.
All I wanted was to keep the demons away.
I checked myself into a psychiatric ward.
but I walked out because I was so fucking bored.
(repeat chorus)
{Verse two}
There ain't no amount of medicine that can fix me.
I hold a knife to my neck, should I just leave?
Every day I fight for mental stability.
But all these thoughts I have are fuckin killing me.
I feel I'm all alone on my darkest days.
But I seem to hate everyone so it is okay.
(repeat chorus)