In this raw and vulnerable episode of Grief Left Behind, we speak the words so many grieving parents silently carry: the ache of surviving the unimaginable. This is not about wanting to die — it’s about the crushing weight of continuing to live without the child you love. We reflect on what trauma does to a parent left behind, the guilt, the longing, and the quiet bravery it takes to stay. We also honor Ethan, a remarkable young man, and his brave mother who reminded us last week just how powerful love and truth can be.

If you’ve ever felt like no one truly understands — this one’s for you.