The makeup artist couldn’t believe my cheek bones. She said “We have to add blush”. As an extra we weren’t allowed to speak to the celebrities. We were second class citizens as far as the film crew was concerned.

The movie 54 was being filmed in a waterfront sound stage in Toronto Ontario. Hear this fun memory and check out my scene here.

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When I was younger I was the skinny twing, as I grew older I had issues with it. I’ve always said I have this inner fat girl that likes to come out and play, sometimes she actually just pops out for fun and stays a while. I’ve had problems with my weight in the past. I’ve gained weight and lost weight, my weight seems to be more of the emotional kind. I’d like to share my history with my weight and how I over came weight loss and weight gain in a healthy manner. Listen to this chapter

A dry sauna with two gorgeous men sitting inside, little white towels covering their crotches. Steam and sweat dripping down their finally toned physique’s. Did I just walk into a dream or was this my new reality?.

Kevin looked like super man, with dark hair and a chisel jaw. He had the most amazing body, always dressed well and smelled amazing. He was 28 and I was 17. I’d call him from my high school pay phone on my lunch break. He loved Celine Dion and all the divas. We had a great relationship.

Born in November 12th 1979, 7lbs and 13 ounces. A beautiful baby boy was born but not without a few complications and a handful of learning difficulties and hardships going forward.

Welcome to the first of many episodes of my live memoir. I’ll be sharing stories of my life from the past to the present and the future as I live life.

Guess Man or Woman? Male Or Female? & She’s A He! She’s Not The Girl You Think She Is! These are just a few of what show titles were when I was a kid. But these trans women were what I got to look up to when I was younger. This was the 90s. Also CSI Las Vegas Ch-Ch-Changes that aired in 2004 was my top favourite episode for a few reasons. Listen to this episode as it’s eye opening as a young trans kid these folks were in a way my roll models as there weren’t many of them then.

My best friend is copying me was I believe the topic of the episode I was on or at the very least similar to that. For everyone who’s not familiar with this show. Jonovision was a Canadian television talk show aimed toward teenagers. The show aired for five seasons, from 1996 to 2001, on CBC Television.

If you heard the first part of this story then you will be very interested to listen to part 2. If you haven’t please do. And if you’re new to the podcast and not listening on Spotify please check it out.

As usual I hadn’t heard from him for a little while. We didn’t always keep in touch all the time. And so I got a phone call from a number I didn’t know, in January of 2022. I answered because I was genuinely curious, well by my surprise it was the police listen in on this crazy episode.