She disappeared
like a midnight dream...
I stayed awake for her...
writing poetry.
I was doomed, bruised,
burning with her stories...
The lies she said,
the hole she put right through my sanity...
Her smile, teasing me...
her words cutting me into pieces...
I can't stop smiling,
thinking of the way she broke it...
Not only my heart...my dreams,
making me useless with draining energy...
I hate how much I still care...
I wish I could just say it...'I hate you'
More than that...I wish...I could feel it.