I've discovered that I'm not really good at like, anything. I mean there's things that I know how to do and there's things that I'm kind of good at, but I've never taken the time to learn how to get really good at something. Like for instance, I can kinda sorta play the guitar...but not really. Over the years there has been times where I think "Let's learn how to to play this fucking thing." But then two days later I always give up. And I think that's because there's no reason for me to actually learn. I don't like doing things that there is no "reward" for doing them. Like I'm never going to be in a band or even play guitar in public. So why should I torture myself trying to learn it? I believe that stand-up comedy is the only thing that gives me what I desire, instant gratification. I think of a joke, say it and boom laughs. I don't always get that with other things.Also, I'm amazed with actors, comedic actors, who create a character that is so good that it becomes a separate person from them. Meaning that the actor knows exactly how the character thinks, and would respond to any situation. I've never really enjoyed acting. It's always too much work for very little reward. Ah! look at that, we've circled back to the whole instant gratification thing!