Give yourself that chance with the clarity in your mind and just ask for it. It might be a positive outcome or another rejection, that's all. Go for it!
Having control of your mind is transforming yourself into a zen. It's easier said than done but I have few things to say that we can cultivate and become a little like zen everyday. π
Where to focus? 80% of things that give you few results or 20% of things that enhance productivity. What's this 80/20 is all about? Plug in and get to know π