Through These Hazel Eyes

I wrap up the story about what happened in the six months since I asked my now ex-husband to leave and when he got remarried. This covers a lot of emotions and finding my voice.

This episode explains what happened when I found out my soon-to-be ex husband started dating a new woman before our divorce was final and how that affected my mental health. I learned how to hold my own boundaries, finally.

When life throws you a curveball, just yell "Plot Twist!"

I got divorced...again! Hear some of the challenges that have happened in the three years since my last episode was released.

I have a special guest on this episode, my son Isaac.  He shares his perspective about what HE learned with my trip to Vegas and the marriage that fell apart so quickly.  We get a little philosophical in this one in trying to understand why things happen the way they do and what we can learn from our mistakes. 

Link to his podcast: https://anchor.fm/thefrontseat 

Welcome to Season 2!!! This episode shares insight into how I learned for myself that God loves me and knows me personally.  Of course, I had to learn it through a difficult personal experience, which I share with you. 

This episode gets into the finer details as to how the relationship I've been sharing about in previous episodes finally comes to an end. 

You'll hear more details on what led to the mental breakdown that I discussed in Episode 1 - all the dirty secrets that caused a serious division in my thoughts vs. my actions.  

What are expectations and how can they be detrimental to a relationship?  I discuss this with some examples of my own and others.  I also go into more detail on the timeline of how the relationship with my "special secret someone" overlapped with my cancer story.  And, I get a phone call from his wife...

Here's where I share the inside scoop on my bilateral mastectomy and the realization that my body will never be the same as it once was.