My account closed again, this time I'm good to leave it closed. Toxic men reactive to disappointment and rejection. I suspect I won't find a partner through these dating apps that are really dopamine traps. I seek to be supported, safe, seen and significant in another’s life. After the new year I will be open to receiving such connections/relationships. Last sessions with play partner our experiences were vastly different and had I had insight about his plan, mine would have been less about my head, more about his. I haven't listened to this and semi good chance I may delete. Who reported my account so I can send a thank you, as this was a serotinous move. Thanks for being here, until the flip.