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last night I had a conversation with myself for almost 2 hours, I recorded it all, now I'm posting 27 minutes of it and I haven't heard it even once I have no idea which part it is I just wanted to update my podcast and now I'm thinking I'm gonna post any random shit here I can't do that typical podcast thing. idk who listens to my shit but whoever is listening, thank you, i really need it, I'm lonely as fuck and not much people know it, I'm so good at hiding things that sometimes I make myself believe the lies that I tell people about myself. I'm so fucked lol

mai lafzo mai kese bayan karun tere liye mohobbat meri

merei kaanpte haath sehmaye meri zor ki dhadhkano ko

Teri awaaz maano sukoon e rooh banjaye

tum meri aajzi ho aur tum me hi meri shifa

dunia meri azaab hai aur tum meri rahat

tumhari khoobsurati mai kese bayan karun

mere paas alfaaz hi nahi hai

bas ye janta hun ke

khuda ne banaya tere husn ko jo, vo hoorein naraz hogai hongi.

I am too tired to re record or edit it so posting it fresh out of saved voice recording list. also, thank you for listening to me.

نا جانے قبر کا منظر کیسا ہوگا، میری رہائی جب ہوگی کیا میں فیرس قائد ہوجائیگا؟ پوری رات جاگ میں ان خیالو میں گم رہتا ہوں۔