After watching an episode of the Handmaid's Tale, I had a realization about vengeance.  Should we explore vengeance more to heal?  Or suppress it (i.e. give it over to the Lord), and rush to forgiveness?

Since the pandemic, I've been writing morning pages (3 pages of free-hand writing; basically journaling) each morning.  I learned about morning pages after reading The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron.  I strongly suggest this book if you feel stuck creatively.  On Christmas Day, my morning pages was more like afternoon pages after being up until 4am...............for good reasons obviously (another story for another day maybe:)  Anyway, I ended up exploring pleasure, manifestation, receiving, and faith.  I decided to record myself reading it with a song in the background that was jamming that night.  The lights were dim.  Incense burning.  It was a whole vibe..............come along for the ride.......... 

My initial reaction after watching, The Woman King.  Was definitely feeling all the feels........

The moment I realized I get to manifest from pleasure, and pleasure gives rise to manifestation - opposite of what I've been taught.  Oh, and I was eating some cashews........lol

A journey that starts with me reflecting on what it means to be a Manifestor (my Human Design aura type) to integrating all of my parts and its link to God's existence, ending on why I need to recommit to a sleep schedule.  

I wonder if exploring where God Lives is the question to explore as opposed to who God Is?