In this solo episode, I take you along the journey of uncovering the next layer of my relationship to Spirit and how truly listening has guided me synchronistically in the past few months.

While listening, I’ve become more attuned to an inner sense of Authority and guidance. I have been presented with many resources and teachers that have found me instead of blindingly searching and reaching towards teachings and information that were not meant for me. If any of them piqued your interest, they are linked below!

A list (and links) of teachers/resources mentioned in this episode:

Finding out about your Human Design chart - download your chart here

The book I mentioned about the Pleiadians - find it here

Living Systems with Leah Garza - find her here

Angel Messages channeled by Ann Tucker - find it here

Thank you for listening to this episode of Not Selfish. -Kodie

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!

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In this episode, I sit with Teresa Brenneman and enjoy hearing about her deep rooted and grounded experience with the Human Design system, how she’s evolved in her learnings and integrations with it’s teaching and some major teachings about the Heart/Ego center.

One of my favorite things about this conversation was the authentic surrender to her own individuated process of being a teacher in the Human Design space and sharing how it’s changing and evolving and how she continues to give herself permission to do the same.

We talk about so many more topics, you’ll have to listen for yourself!

You can find Teresa on Instagram HERE

You can find Teresa’s work HERE

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!

This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit 2beknown.substack.com

In this episode, I sit with Vaness Henry in conversation about her work in the Wellness Club (an online member space filled with personal wellness tools). I share my experience with an Inner Expedition from the Wellness Club called “Demon Hunters” which brought forth awareness around my work in the world and the people in my environment that help support that vision.

Vaness shares her personal story through cancer and illness as a teenager and the ways that guided her into a shamanic path and how she’s stepped into and answered that call.

We recorded this episode during Black History month and Vaness shares her own process through Supremacy work alongside her family and friends.

This whole conversation is so full of wisdom, bravery and heart. It was a true joy to hold a conversation of this elevation. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

You can find Vaness on Instagram HERE

You can find Vaness’ work in the Wellness Club HERE

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!

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In this episode I reflect on the month of February and the energetics of polarity and my own personal work of reclamation. There is so much grief held in the tension of opposites and learning to work with that energy, instead of resisting its friction in our lives. As a 6/3 profile (and for any other transitional profiles) how our experience of that role can at times feel dissonant and not….harmonic. How can we hold the contradictory needs of the mind and body without negating an entire spectrum of potential experience? Of course, when we lay down the experiences that cause us more dissonance there is space for more of what we’re here to hold. But it doesn’t stop the mental chatter of “What if?”.

I pull from the Motherpeace tarot and speak on the 8 of wands to guide me towards the lesson of this polarity work, alongside the Etherea deck for where in the body and life this lesson occurred (51- the heart) Which sort of spoke to the context of an internal alignment with desire that brings about an external manifestation and expression of self accordingly. An arrow being loosed from the bow, and the heart of our being shifting its aim alongside our deepest dreams.

Because of this integration, commitments of the heart fell away that highlighted egoic themes, my tribe, and the reciprocity within my environment or lack thereof.

I hope you enjoy this episode!

You can find a link to the Motherpeace tarot HERE

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!

This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit 2beknown.substack.com

In this episode I interview Nic Strack, a 4/6 generator (for the HD nerds). We chat about the process of deconditioning from parenting norms while also reclaiming our identity. This conversation for me, was such a huge reminder that our best parenting comes from being our full selves and sharing that with our children (and our inner children). At the end, we talk about cultivating safety from within. External safety is never a guarantee.

You’ll hear a personal voice note from Nic identifying how even our relationship to the not-self is vastly different, which for me was a lesson in receptivity and openness and leadership. The whole thing was just AMAZING.

I’m so excited to share this one with you!

Enjoy!

You can find Nic on Instagram HERE

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned in the podcast) HERE. Use “notself” at checkout for a 15% discount!

This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit 2beknown.substack.com

In this impromptu episode, I muse on the significance of pulling the card “Unbroken Bones” (hexagram 45) and my body’s call for sovereignty in community. Complexity is hard to learn to carry. It’s a skill of internal nervous system regulation, and it’s a spiral. Ever evolving.

How can I continue to show up in community while prioritizing my need for sovereignty?

These musings really reminded me to get back into my body. To honor my physical body’s needs first before being able to engage creatively with others in the ways that I am feeling called to do.

You can find a link to the Etherea Illumination deck (mentioned above) HERE

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I’m so excited to share this interview with my friend Megan aka @theinnocentprojector on Instagram.

In this episode, we talk about her journey with the not-self, limiting beliefs and the spiralic nature of personal growth. She shares how the Not-Self has been a guide and teacher and how it has led to some fun times along the way of her own spiritual journey.

You can find her on Instagram HERE

I am offering my Reflect & Reclaim sessions at a discount rate for podcast listeners. Use code NSPPOD for $11 off ($33 regularly priced). Book here

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In this episode, I call out my Not-Self and talk about the waves of old patterns coming back to haunt me. And more than that, how they come to help me learn. The old patterns show up to guide me gently…or maybe not so gently back onto my course and back to my inner sense of Authority.

I share my process for reflecting and identifying these patterns and seasons when they show up. They are here to help me up level into a more integrated version of self.

To look up your Human Design chart click HERE

I am offering my Reflect & Reclaim sessions at a discount rate for podcast listeners. Use code NSPPOD for $11 off ($33 regularly priced). You can book your session HERE

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Welcome to the Not Self Productions podcast. In this episode, I talk a bit about the inspiration for this production and some possibilities along this journey. This endeavor is my next step towards a more intentionally expressed version of myself in the world. I have spent the past few years really locked down by limited beliefs and lack mentality of why things weren’t just happening for me.

I have big dreams and a desire to surrender to the mystery of my life. I also understand that I do have a choice in what my consciousness helps co-create in my life. This year I’m ready to be seen, to create art, to love loudly. And I know that my process in creation just needs to begin in all it’s messy glory.

So please enjoy this expression of my heart to yours. May you hold your Not Self with as much love and tenderness as you do yourself. Cause it’s all you, it always has been.

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In our tour de Spleen this month with the Sun’s activations, the Earth is grounding us this week in our heart, Gate 21 to be exact— this is our relation to the material world, to the tribe, to our very real human needs.

We are exploring the deeper parts of ourselves that are the bedrock in which we step forward into this life with our body, in our physicality, in our bones. This isn’t surface work, we are touching the depths. We are reclaiming what we need in order to survive and THRIVE. We are choosing love through loving oneself fiercely enough to purge what no longer sustains us. Eradicating patterns, behaviors, relations that leave us empty.

In doing so, we must also know what we need to receive that replenishes our well of the life-giving waters within. How can we prep the landscape of our flesh to allow the roots to drink deeply? Who in our community carries the water from well to hearth alongside us?

Feel free to share, like and comment if you enjoyed this message. You can find me at @ notselfkodie on Instagram.

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