Produced by Chxse Bank
Editing by Grizzly The Hermit
Mixed by Newborn Noise
Mastering by Nick McHugh
Graphic Design by Sina Shagrai
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Lyrics:
Hey, hey, hey
Oh, I’m crying out for you
Walking down my path I’m the chosen one
Sorry to my mum about her broken son
Trying to turn this flicker to a blinding light
Ironic in death is when I’m finding life
I terraform pain to a lovely terrain
Plant an idea and pray for some rain
Roots, growth, choose hope
You could do a lot with two notes
Yeah I’m just one year sober, can I conquer booze?
I wanna go hide like the monsters do
Courage over comfort, keep my mantra true
It’s a blue world let me wander thru
Just a DJ who be scratching his head
Ponder the past ‘till I’m actually dead
Life is like a vinyl but there’s no side-B
So I took a little time just to go find me
Life is so short
So open up your world and your eyes
I’m so lost trying to find where I’m supposed to go
Fantasy
Nah-nah, Nah-nah-nah
Can I see my fantasy? I think its fucking vanishing
To the pills on the vanity
Can I find the will to quit? Theres an addict in the fam tree
Dang nab-it, my band went and ban me
No one understands me, I think I hear a banshee
But the man on the banjo jams Queen
“God knows I wanna break free”
But I’m in a place where I’m low like the bass be
Then he talks me into detox
We chop some shop before he drops me off
The fear sets in like a deer in headlights
I’m either going to die or get my head right
I been feeling cross, I don’t want to be mad, be plaid
So I’m checking into rehab
I sweat, shake, hot, cold
Death aches but I got soul
Mustered up my brave so I could turn the page
Its time to catch up cuz I lost my way
It was hellish in fact but I relish in that
I was selfish and whack but you could tell that I’m back
Decant my misery, I wish it was history
Gotta a little itch now I need anti-histamine
Go to AA, have a great day
Say no way then my fate pays like eight ways
Check my philosophy, hip to my hypocrisy
Clean up my topography and now I’m loving all of me
This is luminescence in the truest essence
3rd eye blooms
Took a long time for me to learn my lessons
Yeah I’m just one year sober, can I conquer booze?
I wanna go hide like the monsters do
Courage over comfort, keep my mantra true
It’s a blue world let me wander thru
Just a DJ who be scratching his head
Ponder the past ‘till I’m actually dead
Life is like a vinyl but there’s no side B
So I took a little time just to go find me
Life is so short
So open up your world and your eyes
I’m so lost trying to find where I’m supposed to go
Fantasy