but I
just shut up and keep smiling
even if my heart was deeply hurt
very deep hurt in my heart
but i
can only try to smile
when you come to cussing me
and makes my heart so hurt
I struggled to be patient
I fight with my soul to be steadfast
for victory in my soul
although my heart is crying
although my heart is full of pain
although it must be drown in grief
but I have to beat this anger in my heart…forever
very painful
everything in my life, thinking
filled with pain and tears in my heart
I was very sorely the pain of
feel all that must yet I'll walk