This is the last episode of the year, and I’m not wrapping it in a bow.

In this episode of Toxic AF Radio, I talk about what growth actually looks like when you’re still human. We hit sixteen countries this year, doubled our reach, and somehow Finland really found me. I’m grateful for all of it. And I’m still telling the truth.

I open up about a recent manic episode, being without my fix, and how quickly self-awareness can turn into a slip when disappointment hits. I talk about boundaries I don’t cross, the ones I almost did, and what it feels like to catch yourself before things go too far.

This isn’t about excuses. It’s about accountability without shame. It’s about being honest after the moment passes. It’s about knowing better and still fucking up.

If you’ve ever been healing, horny, self-aware, and tired at the same time, this one’s for you.

Dime is back on the mic and stepping into the end of the year with a truth that hits a little too close to home. In this episode, she opens up about the “controlled high” she found herself addicted to, that one person who lights up your brain, knocks your focus off balance, and makes discipline feel optional.

But this isn’t just about desire. It’s about the way attraction, ambition, and mental health collide during the holidays. Dime talks about losing her rhythm, finding it again, protecting her peace, and learning how to crave someone without losing herself in the process.

She brings listeners up to speed on life as a two-time published author, the website dropping at the top of the year, the brand that’s expanding, and the hunger that’s officially back for the microphone.

This is a grown-woman check-in. A reminder to love on the strong ones. A call to stay grounded when your cravings try to derail your purpose. And the official return of Toxic AF Radio with the honesty, humor, and emotional transparency that only Dime can deliver.

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Toxic AF Radio is back. Press play and catch this high.

In this episode, Dime opens up about the kind of love that leaves a mark…and not the good kind. From celibacy and craving something real to being emotionally manipulated by a man who knew how to serve smooth words and good sex, she breaks down what it means to wake up from the high and realize… you’ve been tricked!

This ain’t just a story. It’s a warning, a reflection, and a reclaiming of power.

Because love is beautiful, but not when it comes with a bill.

Let’s talk about it.

Sometimes the biggest battle isn’t with them—it’s with myself. In this episode, I break down the emotional tug-of-war between wanting to believe in someone’s words but seeing their actions tell a different story. When you’ve been let down before, how do you stay open without losing yourself? I reflect on a situation that mirrored a past experience almost to the T, proving that energy never lies. From trying to realign with someone who seemed solid to realizing I was repeating old patterns, this one’s about learning, protecting my peace, and finding balance between healing and hardening. Let’s talk about it.

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In Season 3, Episode 2 of Toxic AF Radio, Dime gets real about how 2024 leveled her up and how life’s been hitting different. She asks the hard question: “If you left tomorrow, would anybody know how you really felt?” It’s all about knowing your worth, setting the bar high, and not settling for less. Plus, the debut of WWDD – What Would Dime Do, where a listener spills about someone trying to sell them on the bare minimum when they know they deserve more. This episode is raw, unfiltered, and straight facts—tune in and level up your life!

Dime is back! After taking some time off to handle business, I’m ready to spill clock all the tea on my so-called “relationship”… or was it just an intermission? I found out the truth, but did I finally get that closure I’ve been chasing? We’ll see…

I’m also coming in hot with a brand-new segment: What Would Dime Do? (WWDD). This episode, we’re talking all about The Block List. Do you have one? Ever been blocked? Or better yet, has anyone ever hit you up on Cash App, begging to get unblocked? Yeah, it’s wild out here.

It’s levels to this, and trust me, it gets spicy! I’m breaking down what’s really been going on this past month, so tune in, ‘cause Dime’s got stories to tell and some real truths to drop. You won’t want to miss this one!

In this intimate episode of Toxic AF Radio, host Dime sits down with longtime friend Arianna to dive deep into the complexities of love that’s kept hidden from the world. They explore the freedom and joy that come with keeping a relationship private, away from prying eyes. Dime reflects on how Ari has been there since the beginning, with both of their lives changing in similar ways over the past year. Ari shares her personal healing journey, explaining why letting go is often more difficult for women and the steps she’s taken to reclaim her body and mind. Dime also opens up about her own path, discussing how she’s paid her karma from past mistakes. Together, they break down the layers and levels of emotional attachment, revealing the power of quiet, unseen love and the healing that follows.

Celebrate Toxic AF Radio’s anniversary with Dime as she brings on Cordell “CeeGee” Gibson—a true Day 1 fan from the studio days. In this special episode, CeeGee shares his take on what it means to be "toxic," describing it as an irresistible mix of problematic fun- It’s fun until it’s not. Tune in as Dime explores CeeGee's thoughts on balancing his social life with his passion for fitness, offering a fresh perspective on what it really means to talk the talk and walk the walk.

This week's episode of Toxic AF Radio, hosted by Dime, is titled "It’s Not Me, It’s You." Dime explores why the old ways of ending dating are just a way to avoid being honest and upfront about where things went wrong in the dating world. Get ready for story time, featuring spicy tales that highlight why not every mishap in dating is your fault. It's a call to take accountability for those "why we haven't linked" texts and understand the real reasons behind them.