In this video I get uncomfortably vulnerable with the truth of my healing process after my experiences with sexual abuse, sexual assault, and sexual harassment. Within this journey I adapted and adopted unhealthy attitudes and toxic ideals that cemented me in a state of fear. I desperately needed to accept that the dishonesty exhibited towards my trauma and the dismissal of my experiences has never served my highest evolution. I deserve to be seen, I deserve to be heard, I deserve to be understood, I deserve to be happy. Although I am still in the process of healing, every step forward has only returned me back to the authentic nature of myself. I will never stay where I have been forced and I allow my heart to carve the path for me. I mean it when I say it; I am no longer living in a state of survival, it's time to fucking live.

My wish for you is that you guys gain enough courage to be your true, authentic self. Healing isn't easy, healing is definitely scary, and sometimes it is exhausting. In spite of it all, my wish for you is to understand that you are an investment worth developing. Allow yourself to thrive and you will.

as ALWAYS I love everyone, I hope you guys find peace and love. I hope you choose happiness ❤️✨  comment, like, subscribe, share - whateva is always appreciated. ALSO if you're down to chat about anything I am always open to it! message me anywhere and i'll be there.

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