I talk about briefly about my wisdom as a 25 y/o, some balance in my life, a little bit of trauma, family and my feelings about some topics like youth and sexuality. These topics are not properly talked about in depth so bare in mind it's a shorter episode with room to discuss further.

I also reintroduce myself as Silly or well, Existing Silly on Twitch, YouTube and Tiktok.

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This episode I am joined by one of my Twitch Community Members, The one and Only Walldoser.

Walldoser is a fun teddy bear type of guy, but even he has to try and be happy. We speak on many topics, for a packed episode on his family life, childhood and mental health, specifically OCD and the internet and young children. Walldoser tries to make the most of his situations and it shows, he offers some wisdom to myself and my audience throughout our conversation about life.

***Thank you for your patience on a new episode! Belgium still #1 listener, and I hope to do more guests on the show soon! ~ Let me know if you want Walldoser to come back for another episode :)

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Is co-existence really co-existence if you can't allow other people to actual speak to you? Can people learn to unlearn? Am I just some random who only knows a fraction about myself and the world? The answers to these questions shall be addressed not solved through todays episode. Let's talk about Landlords, Supers, My analytics, Finances and the pain of being a human being with other shitty inconveniences.

Oh and Capitalism.

I'll be honest, I have no idea what I was talking about exactly for this summary. Idk I suppose it was just a weak for me ehe.

No but seriously, I think I just talk about my issues as usual specifically on identity and vulnerability.

Going on a hiatus, cleaning my apartment, using the tik of tok, working on finances, giving myself time to heal. All these things require patience, kindness, balance and respect for myself. Let me share what I am planning for a month and a half and why it's an important lesson to give yourself grace!

Sorry for the unplanned break, if anyone cares. I am in the process of getting positive again, but life still happens however it wants. I will just be giving a rundown of my 'rundowns'. Hopefully I am gonna be more consistent and happy in the coming months ehe.

Apparently this year no resolutions are the new resolutions. No new goals, milestones, achievements to be planned, its a go with the flow kind of year.

This year I need to focus on the old resolutions and continue to develop the opportunities and growth I have started this last year. However I will discuss in this episode my fears going into 2023.

I hate a lot of things during this season but especially my own birthday, can you relate? I share my experience with the 'special' day and why once again I probably need new friends and better communication to old ones.