Tune's Audio Files

Woke up at 2 am,

With a newfound understanding.

Realized I've never truly loved myself,

Never been in unconditional compassion.

I've failed to protect myself,

More than once and from time to time.

But from this day, I will realign.

Assuring myself,

I will never fail me again.

I will take good care of myself,

For the rest of my life.

No matter how I age or how I appear,

I will cherish every single piece of me until I disappear.

No matter how many mistakes I make,

I will appreciate myself for trying,

And will not let my self-worth diminish.

I will embrace all my imperfections,

Without doubt or reasoning,

And let myself flourish, once again.

I will allow myself to live fully,

And strive for the things I truly want,

Whole-heartedly understand and accept myself,

In life's dance, I'll be my own confidant.

For better or for worse,

I will always be there for myself.

Never again be angry or impatient,

And listen patiently, like my own best friend.

Accepting who I am, completely and truly,

Unmoved by others' words, my own path I see,

No longer needing external validations,

In myself, I trust, my own decree.

From this day, and for all rest of my life.

I will always stand by my side,

And I promise, without any exceptions or change,

I will never ever,

Betray myself again!

Tune

30 Dec 2023

4:48AM

နောက်ဆုံးမက်ခဲ့တဲ့

အိပ်မက်ကလေးကို

သပ်သပ်ရပ်ရပ်ထုတ်ပိုးပြီး

သံသေတ္တာတစ်လုံးရဲ့ အောက်ခြေထဲမှာ

ထာဝရအပြီး

သော့ခတ် သိမ်းဆည်းထားလိုက်ပြီ။

ဘာတစ်ခုမှ

ဇာတ်မနာပါဘူး

သာမန်ဖြစ်ရိုးဖြစ်စဉ်တွေထဲက

သဘာဝကျတဲ့

သာမညဖြစ်ရပ်တစ်ခု ... ။

ကျွန်း

၂၉ နိုဝင်ဘာ ၂၀၂၀

မနက်၃နာရီ ၂၄မိနစ်

Moments!

I believe

You deserve better

& we are not

Compatible to each other!

I will freeze & keep

All these memories

& replay them

Again and again

In my mind!

Being grateful for the moments

Made me feel alive once

& everything seemed

So meaningful in life!

I know

I shouldn't want more

Or ask for more

& so,

I will just live & stay

In these moments for life!

Tune

26th April 2020

9:30AM

Do You Remember?

- Do you remember

Remember anything at all?

- I was looking for you everywhere

But I never noticed

It was you all along

- I‘ve mistaken you with a few others

Someone claimed himself as you

And I believed

Until I could figure out

That was not true

- There was a mark on me

You made to remember me

Do you remember where it is?

Or what is the color?

- Do you remember

Remember anything at all?

Tune

27 March 2020

6:36 AM

May be!

May be

You are the gift I need to treasure

May be

You are the lesson I need to learn

No matter what

I think, there is nothing to lose for me!

May be

You are the chapter

I need to open

May be

You are the book

I need to read

Anyhow, I think I am learning something

There is nothing

I can know for sure

But at least

I am trying

Opening my heart

And I let you in

Will you stay or go?

I know

That’s beyond my control!

Tune

7 Jan 2020

8:51 Am

Questions!

Why it has to be so painful?

Is it me?

Is it you?

Or is it because both of us?

Do I mean something to you?

In a word of wisdom, they said

If someone leaves you wondering

Do you matter in his or her life

It is the time, you must leave that situation

But I am still hesitating

Any rays of hope out there or

Nothing but a complete darkness?

How can I imagine or guess?

Let’s move on, I said

I wish I never feel any of that

But everything seems too late by now

Can’t even think a life without you in it

But is it real?

Or just temporary?

Are we really meant to be?

How can I know anything for sure?

Everything seems cloudy and vague

With these questions spinning in my head!

Tune

3 Nov 2019

7:54 am

Spoken Words!

It starts with Sarah Kay, the poet

Since I can’t get enough of her words

Finally, I fall in love with the spoken words

Falling in love with an artist

Is not the same

Falling in love with a man

Or loving a friend or a sibling

That love never hurts me

Or leave me in pains

Instead, helps me to sane

Also, I keep on discovering

Wonders of words and spoken things!

But if I put my feelings

Accurately into words

Will someone hurt?

That thought heavy my heart

Sometimes, I don’t even want to start writing

But anyway,

Sarah Kay is teaching me

Someone may need my writing

Like I need hers

May not be here and now

May be like I found her

After years and years of creations

Yesterday, I talked to a poet outside

And he advised to share my writings

As much as I can

“Many may not care or like

Many may even criticize you

But even if one person needs

Just keep on creating!”

I am rethinking

My reasons for living

And my reasons to strive

The use of my voice

When I am still alive

So, now I am writing

The spoken words I like!

I know my words are being far from perfect

And my English may need to correct

I am just a kindergarten level poet

But at least,

I am starting that!

Tune

1 September 2019

8:24 AM

Healing!

I know I am healing

Because I am seeing things with different eyes

Appreciate all the love and kindness I am receiving

I think I am no longer color blind

On the good signs of life!

Wish it happened ten years ago

Wish it happened before

My choices can be somehow different

But anyway,

It’s never too late to heal

& never too late to feel good about self & life!

Things are not necessarily that painful

I can go with the flow

And I am not that responsible

Burdens left my shoulder

Noises no longer bother me

& sensitivities are going down!

What is like to be me

Not easy but I can’t explain

It’s OK not to understand me

No longer co-dependent and don’t need any sympathy!

I don’t look anyone for answers anymore

The answers are inside of me

I can leave the past behind

And will try to live again!

Now, “past” is no longer “present”

Yes, now, all the past is past!

Tune

31 August 2019

8:11AM

Just that!

Today is my birthday

Did you aware

Or did you even care about me?

My mom called me in the morning

She wished me happy birthday as usual

She never forgets my birthday

& nice to hear the words she says!

I called my father

I couldn’t reach but he called me back

We did have a nice chat!

My brother called me while I was in a grocery

I missed his call and I called him back

He wished me “happy birthday”

& shared few jokes to brighten my way!

Wishes are coming

From the people I care

Being far from deserted

But still felt some gaps

Why should I feel something lack?

Remembering a quote

of a French poet

which said

“one person is missing and the whole world seems depopulated”

Yes, I know the fact!

No, I am not demanding

And I want nothing from you

I am just wishing you to be with me sometimes

Only when the time I miss you

It just happened to be every day

Sometimes in a cruel way

Scared that I may annoy you

Scared that I may say wrong things

Scared that I may make mistakes

All I want is disappeared from your life

Disappeared from you sight forever

As quiet as possible

But still, part of me is clinging

On one small simple thing

& keep on missing you!

Tune

26th August 2019

4:48pm

“Free”

It took 43 years to love myself again

Looking in the mirror

And able to see the true me

Not the one distorted & deformed in my eyes

No, not that one!

What happened has been happened

There is nothing to complain

And nothing to explain

Also, nothing to blame

Yes, I can forgive today

Yes, I can move on now

And all the gratitude will stay

No matter what

I start to trust myself

I start to trust my choice

I’m gonna live my life

47 tomorrow

And don’t feel late to begin again

Never be too late to be happy

Never be too late to feel alive

I can’t change my past &

I am changing my future

Though it was not easy

I know I am the one

Who is responsible to

Set myself free!

Tune

25th August 2019

2:51pm