Getting older is sappy. It's tough sometimes because lots of things change. You learn a lot about yourself; how wonderful you are and how terrible you can be. You begin to realize self-worth and self-destruction. You thank and you apologize and that's life. I wish happiness on myself and on everyone. I hope my 20s are as fulfilling and as rewarding as the rest of my life has been. 

songs I'm relating to rn: (1) "getting older" by billie eilish [super relating to this] (2) "your man" by joji [i don't relate but I'm vibing with the vibez]