15 year old me was very depressed (so is 24 year old me so i guess nothing has changed)

life is getting better! sorry it's been so long, but i'm not going anywhere! if you care about what's been going on, give this a listen. if you're mostly just interested in the one direction videos, no need to listen, i'll summarize: new 1d analysis videos are coming soon and will be uploaded on youtube. the cozy 1d content is coming back too. & of course 2014 is continuing as usual. hope you are having a great day!

tw: depression and suicide.

not sure if i'll keep this up but i wanted this podcast to be vulnerable and honest so here is some truth about how i feel. regular episode coming on saturday as usual :)

In this episode, I'm looking back on the friendships I made through my teenage One Direction Tumblr account. As life moved on, so did the friendships, and now I have no friends at all. I'm discussing how online friendships shaped me and my thoughts on friendship now as an adult. Also, do teenagers now still have online friends? Someone please tell me!

An exploration of what it’s like to be an adult in 2024 while still feeling connected to a different time. Sharing my struggles with letting go and moving forward (or at least trying to move forward).

An introduction to who I am, why 2014 is significant, & what you can expect to hear from me every week.