Separation, due to any reason be it death or heartbreak or distance,of any kind,from a beloved one,from a beloved place,sets you in the state of shock.You may become anxious,nervous,frustrated but new flower buds can grow only if the the dead leaves and flowers are shedded.All you need to do is,to stay back and keep fighting,you just need to remove all of it out once.If you want to share any of your brave story/similar problems do email me at [email protected]