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Just in time for The Ultimatum: Queer Love Season 2 premiere, we sit down with the one and only YOLY from Season One—and trust us, she’s not holding back. From the emotional whirlwind of reality TV to what life has looked like after the cameras stopped rolling, this is the conversation fans have been waiting for. Whether you were Team Mal, Team Xander, or just Team Chaos… you’re going to want to hear Yoly’s side.

P.S. It’s worth relistening to our Xander interview in Season 1

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In this episode, Heidi and Loydeen team up once more with Ann Russo, a psychotherapist and religious trauma expert, to tackle a Christianity quiz and see how their beliefs have shifted over the years. From strict church teachings to cosmic curiosity, they laugh, cringe, and even panic a little when Loydeen has an existential crisis mid-quiz—turns out, finding out there might be no hell can really mess with your head! If you’ve ever wondered how couples navigate the tricky world of faith (or just want to hear someone lose their mind over the possibility of no eternal damnation), this one’s for you. Tune in for a hilarious, thought-provoking conversation that explores the weird and wonderful world of spiritual growth.

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This week on U-Haulers, we sit down with Anne Russo—licensed psychotherapist, founder of AMR Therapy, and an expert in religious trauma. Anne shares her wildly unique upbringing with a gay dad, his partner, and her mom in what would now be called a lavender marriage—while later pursuing a master’s in religious studies and studying alongside actual nuns. We dive deep into how queerness, spirituality, and purity culture collide, and what healing looks like when your body and identity were once framed as sinful. This episode is a balm for anyone unpacking sanctified shame.

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Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of religious trauma, sexual shame, and the long-term effects of being raised in purity culture.

Heidi’s usually calm and collected—unless you bring up weaponized religion and judgment. Then it’s game over! So if you ever wanted to hear Heidi get angry…this is the episode to listen to.

In this raw and revealing episode, Heidi and Loydeen open up about the deep scars left behind by religious trauma—especially when it comes to sex, self-worth, and intimacy. From purity rings to fear-based teachings, they unpack how growing up in conservative faith communities shaped their earliest views of love and desire. Together, they discuss the long road to reclaiming their bodies, their queerness, and their freedom. Whether you’ve deconstructed your faith or are just beginning to question, this conversation is for anyone healing from being taught that sex before marriage is the biggest sin of all.

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After the most AWKWARD conversation EVER, I finally saw my Ex and Heidi rejoins the conversation to talk about how it impacted us!

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U-haulers dives deep into the messy, heartfelt, and often chaotic world of queer relationships. In this episode, Psychologist Carina DeWaard joins us to unpack the emotional rollercoaster of Loydeen revisiting her ex with Heidi’s blessing. Is closure really a thing, or are they opening Pandora’s box? We explore the risks, the psychology, and the U-Haul tendencies that make past breakups anything but simple.

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Podcast Episode Synopsis: Breaking the Cycle: The One Tool That Changed Everything

In this quick episode, I explain what happened when I sat down with a psychologist who helped me uncover the hidden patterns that kept me attracting people with a fear of commitment. We dive deep into the psychology behind this cycle, why it happens, how it feeds on itself, and most importantly, the one powerful tool that finally broke the pattern for me.

Through this conversation, I share my own ‘aha’ moment and how shifting just one key mindset changed the way I approach relationships. Whether you’ve struggled with unavailable partners or want to create deeper, more secure connections, this episode will give you the insight and practical strategy to finally shift your dating dynamic.

Tune in for an eye-opening discussion that might just change the way you see love, commitment, and yourself…and I hope encourage you to try this one tool to see if it works for you!!

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What I learned from a therapist!! And what my Ex said that blew me away! Loydeen learns about herself and what that led her to attract in her past (part 2 of 3)

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Loydeen goes solo to share her processing after her talks with Heidi and her ex. (Part 1 of 3)

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The second half of Heidi and Loydeen’s conversation about the options Heidi would like Loydeen to consider in helping her to feel chosen in the relationship, and Loydeen’s decision.