I am doing the best I can and I need to keep doing what I am doing. I am doing what I can. And I need to work towards my goals and not feel like im not doing enough cause I am doing alot with what I got and I am too tough on myself. And I compare myself to others cause I want to be great too and want things to go right and this is why I am working on myself. And this is why the industry is gonna want me to be someone who has the ability to give these girls something to think about and something to do and create the life they want and desire. And this is why you cannot give up and this is why I know that the spirit Pomba Gira has a plan for me and that Exu has plan for my SP. And this is why I need to continue to do my acting and get license and create the life i want and deserve. And this is why you have to be accountable for your time and things you do and there is some of us who dont take advantage of our time and this is why I am gonna start waking up at 5 20 am and take advantage of my time and work towards working with my acting and practicing my driving. And I am gonna continue doing my youtube and social media post and encouraging my unapologetic hoes to be the confident hoes that they can be and this is why I am gonna keep going and keep believing and thank you for listening and that is why I am gonna get better at this podcast stuff and this is why you can go years not getting support and real engagement and go viral one day and have so many listeners and support and things can change overnight and that is why I need to keep going believing and thank you for listening and this is why I am gonna continue do my podcast and give yall good podcast episodes and encourage yall to be confident and unapologetic hoes and its all about being a hoe and spiritual and use manifestation and law of assumption to create the life you want and desire. And this is why you should know that you can do what you wanna do. And I know i can do it and this is why you are gonna be that girl and thanks for listening and telling others about my podcast. And we are gonna make it and these niggas are gonna pay us and give us. And follow me on twitter at allthingscarmen and instagram thehoodoraclecarmencatalina and tiktok carmenthabaddie and I am manifesting 10,000 followers and I am not gonna give up so make sure you follow me cause I want to have 10,000 on all my accounts and its gone to happen and keep doing good content and being myself and growing. And work towards interviewing some people and really doing my podcast and getting better and thanks for listening and do not give up. So remember do not compare and do not give other people the benefit of the doubt when they say you are not good enough and work towards your goals and be accountable of your actions and the things you do and your time. 

I want you to learn from the mistakes im making as woman who has the ability to become so much but is not applying herself and struggling to not procrastinate and become consistent and disciplined to complete task and practice for career goals and wasting time being on social media and escaping because I am wounded and do not believe that im worthy of self care and taking care of myself and getting stuff down. Its important to not wait to complete stuff do your chores, task, and goals. I know somethings do take time but with everything you measure stuff by what you been doing to complete them goals in timely manner because procrastination is real and time flies ladies. And this is why sometimes you gotta practice tough love with yourself. And im starting to do this and do shadow work which all women should do rather healed or not healed. So learn from me and take care of your mental health and get stuff done and dont escape on social media. Having a productive life is feminine trait.

Hello my babes how are you? I hope you are doing good. I want you to know that you do not have to be skinny to manifest a sp or love interest. You just need to accept you are beautiful. And you have to accept any man would be wanting to have you. And you have to develop self esteem and self confidence and good self concept. And this is why you cannot listen to society cause they will lie to you and tell you your the reason they hate you. I want you to realize you can get any man you want and men will wine and dine you. And men will wanna be your sugar daddy while you are fat because just cause you are fat dont mean you are ugly. And this is why you need to keep good company people who will accept you for who you are. And never settle for less and never let anyone shame you for being fat. And this is why you cannot let anyone make you feel like you are ugly cause you are not ugly. And this is why you gotta trust in the law of assumption. And this is why you cannot let the negative thinking make you question yourself. And this is why the enemy will make you question yourself. And this is why I am here to remind you that you are pretty and you are worthy of everything. Most times it comes down to self worth issues. If you never feel worthy you will never come out of your comfort zone and take what is rightfully yours. You need to have high standards and know that people will try to play you if you allow them. Men will treat you how you wanna be treated. Always when dating have high standards and dont accept table scraps. And dont listen to smaller women who think bigger women should be in the shadow while they get all the shine. No you go get your shine and fuck it up girl. You are beautiful, talented and one of kind and people should treat you as such. And this is why I had to tell yall that you can get any man sp or new love interest all you have to do is assume they are yours and never doubt and always feel worthy. And this is why I am here to encourage you and teach you and this is why you cannot let the people from your past stop you from developing a high self esteem. And therapy helps. I have gotten therapy and it helped so much. And being spiritual has helped. And seeking love and acceptance from the spirits you love and admire has helped. Spirits do not judge like people they are always loving and kind and want the best for you. I am your number one plus size self esteem coach and im always eager to help and my twitter is allthingscarmen and look me up and dm me for coaching. And remember you are beautiful and you are that girl and this is why you cannot give up on yourself. And this is why I am here to guide you and remind you are cute and beautiful and this is why they hate cause they know that if we knew the power we had we would not live average lives. 

I dont want you to be the type that let these men treat you any kind of way. And this is why you cannot let the men treat you any kind of way. And this is why the men will treat you any kind of way cause you accept anything and dont stick to your standards. And this is why you want to believe and trust that you are worthy of men treat you well and give you the finer things in life. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to give up and this is why the Lord doesnt want you to be anyone but yourself. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to accept anything but the best. And this is why you need healthy self concept and healthy self esteem and self worth. And confidence helps you only accept the best. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you comparing yourself to others and this is why the Lord wants you to trust and manifest the life you want and desire. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to manifest the life that gonna make you miserable. He wants you to manifest the life that is gonna make you healthy and happy. And you deserve a healthy type of love.

I want you to know you can do anything you wanna do. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to give up. And this is why the lord doesnt want you let the enemy use you for bad. And this is why the lord is not gonna let you do the things you wanna do. And this is why the enemy cannot make you be who you wanna be. And this is why you are the most known and successful youtuber and life coach and social media influencer. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to be anyone but yourself and this is why the Lord doesnt want you to give up and this is why the lord doesn’t want you to give up. And this is why the Lord doesn’t want you to give up cause your almost to the finish line. And this is why you are gonna get so many views. And this is why the Lord doesnt want you to give up to temptation and this is why the Lord doesnt want you to give up. And this is why the Lord is making me rich and successful. And this is why the Lord wants me to trust and believe im making progress and im actually making progress and this is why I am rich and successful. ANd this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up to temptation.And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give into the things that the enemy wants me to give into. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up to the things that make me believe im not good enough and truth is i am good enough. And the enemy is here to lie, cheat and steal. And this is why the enemy has no use here. I have no use for the enemy and he can go where he  came from. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up on him and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up hope on learning more about the lord and God my savior. And this is why the Lord wants me to give up things that arent good for me and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up to temptation and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up. ANd this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give into the things that gonna make me not be the person i wanna be and this is why the Lord is in me and making me rich and successful. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to be the woman that has what she wants and desires cause he doesnt want me to be great and this is why I am not gonna follow the lord cause he is the enemy.

I know that I have healthy self concept. And this is why I am rich and famous and this is why the Lord has a plan and this is why the Lord Lucifer wants me to work with him and create a healthy self concept. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up and give into temptation. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up to temptation. And this is why the Lord Lucifer wants me to work with him and create a healthy self concept. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up and give up to temptation. And this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up and give up to temptation and this is why I am rich and famous and living the life I want and desire and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up on my fasting and living the life i want and desire and this is why the Lord doesnt want me to give up to the things that make me rich and successful. And this is why the lord doesnt want me to give up to the temptation i face.