Everyone has their own version of their best intentions - The Ego is no different. The Ego is the part of your consciousness that interprets the world you are perceiving and your identity within it. When the Ego is healthy there are no illusions and the truth is clear. When the Ego is unhealthy it will misinterpret, misconstrue, and misdirect your fears, worries, and anxieties in an attempt to match what your mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual vibration can handle - in all attempts to protect and serve you. In this podcast I share how my Ego has helped me positively, how it has restricted my growth, what it took for me to recognize the inconsistencies in my life, and where the relationship is heading now. 

and SORRY it's been a hot minute bc i had other commitments and responsibilities BUT im back and im betta YUM. I started a new job and finals was KICKING MY ASS DUDE (but you know I always got it HAHAHA). 

In all seriousness there was a lot of work within me that I needed to focus on. I found myself within a present reality that I did not recognize, and that realization shook me to the core LOL. I felt so inbetween worlds where one foot was barely on the 3D and the other was just in a completely foreign dimension (NO JOKES I WILL MAKE A VIDEO ABOUT THE VISIONS AND MAGIC IN MY LIFE. It's virtually impossible for me to not share my spirituality and the metaphysics of everything that I have learned lmao.) A lot of it had to do with releasing the past, removing my fears about the future, remembering parts of me that I repressed, realizing the present reality, recognizing, accepting, integrating the change - YEAH IT'S A LOT. Even though I stopped uploading for a quick second I never stopped documenting the process of all of this change, I'm ready to share where I've been and who I've become. 

My wish for you is that you guys gain enough courage to be your true, authentic self. Healing isn't easy, healing is definitely scary, and sometimes it is exhausting. In spite of it all, my wish for you is to understand that you are an investment worth developing. Allow yourself to thrive and you will.

as ALWAYS I love everyone, I hope you guys find peace and love. I hope you choose happiness ❤️✨  comment, like, subscribe, share - whateva is always appreciated. ALSO if you're down to chat about anything I am always open to it! message me anywhere and i'll be there.

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