Phoenix Ash is an author and the life-examining host of the inspiring, sometimes funny, and always authentic podcast, Life As P. The traumatic experience of losing both of her parents to terminal illnesses during her preadolescent years shaped her deeply, leading her to find solace in the emerging culture of Hip-Hop. This vibrant and expressive art form became both a refuge and a source of empowerment, offering her a language to process grief, explore identity, and eventually share her voice with others through storytelling, writing, and podcasting. The feminine balance between power and vulnerability is a dynamic interplay that reveals profound strength in softness and courage in openness. Rather than opposing forces, power and vulnerability coexist to form a deeply authentic presence, where resilience is paired with emotional honesty, and intuition walks hand in hand with empathy. Feminine power often expresses itself not through dominance, but through quiet influence, nurturing leadership, and transformative presence, while vulnerability allows for proper connection, creativity, and emotional depth. Together, they create a wholeness where boundaries are held with grace, truth is spoken with compassion, and strength is exercised with tenderness. This balance does not diminish either quality; instead, it honors the complexity of the feminine and its ability to lead, heal, and inspire from a place of rooted authenticity

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author Arielle J. Scott joins us to discuss her upcoming book, which follows Maya, a character navigating the complexities of having "daddy issues." The term “daddy issues” is often used as slang to describe the psychological effects someone may experience as a result of a troubled, absent, or emotionally unavailable relationship with their father—or father figure. These effects can manifest in many ways, including difficulty trusting others, seeking validation or affection in unhealthy ways, fear of abandonment, attraction to older or emotionally distant partners, and low self-worth or a constant need for reassurance. Psychologically, therapists might refer to this as attachment issues or unresolved parental trauma, often linked to attachment theory, which explores how early caregiver relationships shape our emotional bonds later in life. Unfortunately, “daddy issues” is a term that’s often misused or thrown around to shame people—especially women—for expressing vulnerability or having complex emotional needs. But these wounds are real, and they deserve empathy, not ridicule.

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Women’s self-mastery and self awareness is the process of taking control of the mind, emotions, and actions through self-awareness, discipline, emotional intelligence, and personal growth, enabling them to understand their thoughts and behaviors, make empowered choices, and live authentically.

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By the 1990s, phone sex had become a booming industry, with operators working from home or call centers, using scripts, improvisation, and character-building to engage callers in erotic conversations. As one of the most accessible forms of interactive adult entertainment before the rise of the internet, phone sex allowed operators to create fantasies and provide intimate experiences through voice alone, often playing different roles based on caller preferences. The goal was not just explicit talk but sustained engagement, with many operators developing personas and using seductive tones to keep callers interested. This profession was also frequently depicted in pop culture, including movies, TV shows, and music, often portraying operators as mysterious or comedic figures.

Popular phone sex numbers

1-900-HOT-FONE – One of the most well-advertised hotlines in the late 1980s and early 1990s.

1-800-FANTASY – Marketed as a premier service for erotic conversations.

1-900-LOVE-XXX – A common variation of adult hotlines featuring different themed options.

1-900-HOT-GIRL – This is Targeted at men looking for sensual phone chats.

1-800-PHONE-SEX – A straightforward branding approach that was easy to remember.

1-900-MIX-A-LOT – Surprisingly, rapper Sir Mix-a-Lot (of "Baby Got Back" fame) was involved in launching his own adult hotline.

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From broken to brave—surviving was just the beginning. Thriving is my new chapter as we sit down with E from the Murder, Blood and Psychopaths' Podcast as she tells her story.

Abusive relationships can take many forms—emotional, physical, verbal, financial, or psychological—and they’re built on power and control. Recognizing the signs is crucial. These might include manipulation, constant criticism, isolation from friends or family, threats, or physical harm. Abuse is never the victim's fault, and no one deserves to be treated that way.

If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse:

Reach out for help: Trusted friends, family, or professionals can be essential sources of support.

Contact local resources or hotlines: In the U.S., the National Domestic Violence Hotline is available at 1-800-799-7233 or thehotline.org.

Prioritize safety: A safety plan can help you leave safely or protect yourself while you figure out your next steps.

Healing is possible.

Leaving an abusive relationship is hard, but it’s also an act of courage. Recovery involves rebuilding trust in yourself, seeking support, and rediscovering what makes you feel strong and whole. You deserve kindness, respect, and love—starting with yourself

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The adult entertainment business is a multi-billion-dollar industry that produces and distributes sexually explicit content and services, including films, live performances, online platforms, and adult products, regulated by varying legal and ethical standards. We will give you behind-the-scenes perspective

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Part 2 "Honoring the past, celebrating the present, and inspiring the future. ✊🏾✨ #BlackHistory Black history is a powerful narrative of resilience, innovation, and the ongoing struggle for justice and equality. It honors the contributions, achievements, and rich cultural heritage of Black communities worldwide, while acknowledging the challenges they’ve faced— from slavery and segregation to the fight for civil rights and beyond. Celebrating Black history is not just about reflecting on the past but also uplifting voices, stories, and legacies that continue to shape a more inclusive futur

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Part 1 "Honoring the past, celebrating the present, and inspiring the future. ✊🏾✨ #BlackHistory Black history is a powerful narrative of resilience, innovation, and the ongoing struggle for justice and equality. It honors the contributions, achievements, and rich cultural heritage of Black communities worldwide, while acknowledging the challenges they’ve faced— from slavery and segregation to the fight for civil rights and beyond. Celebrating Black history is not just about reflecting on the past but also uplifting voices, stories, and legacies that continue to shape a more inclusive future.

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Peering beyond the surface... where the truth gets tangled in the shadows. Conspiracy theorist Sunny takes us down the rabbit hole. "Down the rabbit hole" is a metaphorical phrase that refers to embarking on a journey of discovery or exploration that becomes increasingly complex or difficult to stop, often leading to unexpected or deeper layers of information

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Working in the federal government during Donald Trump's presidency (2017–2021) presented a unique set of challenges and opportunities, as his administration had a very distinct approach to governance, policy, and public service. The Trump years were marked by significant political polarization, frequent turnover in leadership positions, and major shifts in federal policies

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