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I thought this episode was going to be about sex.

Turns out, it was about something far more uncomfortable.

The difference between being needed and being wanted. The way a dead bedroom can slowly make you feel invisible. And how bloody easy it is to confuse attention, chemistry and desire with something deeper when you’ve spent years wondering whether anybody will ever look at you that way again.

I talk about divorce, living alone for the first time at 47, body image, dating again, the terrifying thought of getting naked in front of somebody new—and the question women are rarely taught to ask:

Do I actually want him… or do I just want to be wanted?

This one is raw, funny, a little confronting—and probably the most honest I’ve been yet.

Text Paige about this episode

The weirdest part of starting over isn’t the paperwork, the empty house, or even the massive life change.

It’s the moment you realise you don’t actually know who you are without the old roles holding everything together.

After last week’s trip through Victim Town, I’ve been thinking about what comes next… when you’ve decided you’re done living in the old story, but still have to work out who the hell you are without the marriage, the crisis, or being needed by everybody.

This episode is about midlife identity, people-pleasing, and the quiet disconnection that can hide underneath a life that looks perfectly functional. It’s about grieving the years you stayed silent, accepted less and kept the peace at your own expense.

And it’s about why maybe you weren’t lost at all.

Maybe you were buried.

We also talk about the part nobody warns you about: freedom can feel fucking terrifying when you don’t know what you want. So we start small—with honest choices, tiny experiments, boundaries and learning to trust yourself through evidence, not affirmations.

If you’re somewhere in the messy middle, covered in dirt and wondering where the hell you went…

Keep digging.

Some of her is already in there.

And some of her is still becoming.

 Follow Unfinished & Unapologetic wherever you listen so you don’t miss what comes next. 

Text Paige about this episode

Most of us have visited Victim Town. Some of us practically had a timeshare there.

Pain is real. Grief is real. Sometimes life genuinely kicks the absolute shit out of you.

But there comes a point when what happened to you stops being something you’re experiencing… and starts becoming who you are.

In this episode, I talk about the difference between feeling your pain and building your identity around it, why fake positivity is bullshit, and the uncomfortable truth that staying stuck can sometimes feel safer than changing.

I also share how I spent years making excuses in my second marriage, then swung completely the other way after we separated and blamed myself for everything—while holding on to a future that wasn’t actually there.

Until eventually, I had to ask:

Righto… now what?

This isn’t about denying what happened, rushing your grief, or pretending you’re okay. It’s about telling yourself the truth, taking back what you can control, and leaving Victim Town one small decision at a time.

You’re allowed to visit. Just don’t pitch a tent there.

Text Paige about this episode

If you’ve ever called yourself “easy-going” while quietly dying inside, this episode is your wake-up call.

I’m talking about the slow, sneaky way so many women learn to shrink themselves to keep the peace — the tiny daily self-abandonments that look harmless until one day you realise you don’t know what you feel, what you want, or who you are without everyone else’s approval.

We get into why people-pleasing isn’t just being nice. A lot of the time, it’s fear wearing good manners — a nervous system trained to avoid rejection, withdrawal, anger, or that stomach-drop moment when someone’s tone changes. I talk about the difference between real peace and silence, how toxic relationship patterns can teach you to emotionally disappear, and why high-functioning can hide anxiety, burnout, resentment, and that soul-tired exhaustion that often hits hard in midlife.

Then we get practical. I share five grounded ways to stop shrinking without trying to become a different person overnight: noticing where you self-abandon daily, setting boundaries without writing an essay, letting people be temporarily disappointed, rebuilding self-worth outside being needed, and practising conflict in small, safe ways so your body gets evidence that honesty isn’t automatically dangerous.

Your peace should not require your disappearance.

Text Paige about this episode

Strong women get tired too. 

In this episode, I’m talking about the exhaustion that comes from always being the strong one — the reliable one, the fixer, the one who copes, carries, remembers, organises, supports, shows up, and somehow still feels guilty for being tired.

Because being needed is not the same as being valued. And being capable does not mean you should have to carry everything.

I unpack the hidden mental load so many women live with, especially in midlife — the emotional labour, the overthinking, the rescuing, the hyperindependence, the burnout that still looks high-functioning from the outside.

We also talk about the uncomfortable part: where we may have learned to stop asking for help, how “I’m fine” can become a whole personality, and why taking responsibility for our patterns is not the same as blaming ourselves.

This episode is for the woman who looks like she’s holding it all together, but quietly wonders how much longer she can keep doing it.

No shame. No perfect answers. Just an honest conversation about what it costs to be everyone’s rock — and what it might look like to finally put some of it down.

Text Paige about this episode

You can survive heartbreak, divorce, burnout, toxic relationships, and still find yourself looking around in midlife wondering:

How the hell did I end up here?

In this episode, I'm talking about the grief nobody really talks about—the grief of the life you thought you'd have by now.

The marriage you thought would last.
The version of yourself you lost trying to keep everyone else happy.
The life you thought you'd be living now.

I share my own story of starting over, rebuilding after heartbreak, navigating mental health, identity loss, people-pleasing, and learning that sometimes the hardest part isn't letting go of the past—it's letting go of the future you thought was guaranteed.

If you've ever felt behind, broken, or like everyone else got the instruction manual except you, this episode is for you.

You're not alone.

And you're definitely not too late.

Text Paige about this episode

For a long time, I thought being exhausted was normal.

I thought constantly thinking, constantly doing, constantly carrying everyone and everything was just part of being an adult.

I didn't realise I was living in survival mode because I'd been there for so long.

In this episode of Unfinished & Unapologetic, I'm talking about high-functioning survival mode: the kind where you still show up, still get the work done, still look like you've got it all together, while quietly running on caffeine, anxiety, mental to-do lists, and sheer stubbornness.

We talk about why slowing down can feel uncomfortable, why rest can bring up guilt instead of relief, and how living in a constant state of stress can become so familiar that you stop recognising it for what it is.

I also share my own experiences with burnout, mental health, hyper-independence, and the pressure of always being "the capable one." Because sometimes what looks like strength from the outside is actually survival mode dressed up as capability.

If you've ever wondered why you can't relax, why calm feels suspicious, or why you're exhausted even when you're doing all the things you're supposed to do, this conversation is for you.

Because surviving isn't the same thing as living.

And maybe it's time for both of us to learn the difference.

Text Paige about this episode

For years, I thought being easygoing was one of my best qualities.

I was the one who didn't make a fuss. The one who kept the peace. The one who adapted, accommodated, and carried more than I should have.

What I didn't realise was how much of myself I was losing in the process.

In this first episode of Unfinished & Unapologetic, I'm talking about people-pleasing, self-abandonment, identity loss, and the uncomfortable realisation that sometimes the version of us everyone loves is also the version that's exhausted.

If you've ever been called strong, easygoing, low-maintenance, or "the one who has it all together" while quietly falling apart inside, you're not alone. This conversation is for you.

Because maybe the problem isn't that you've changed.

Maybe you're finally becoming yourself again.

Text Paige about this episode

Nothing rattles you like realising the life you’re living isn’t the one you imagined. When you’ve been married, divorced, raised kids into adulthood, and then watched one of them come back home because life got heavy, it can feel like you’re carrying everyone’s story while losing your own. This podcast names that moment out loud, without shame and without pretending it’s fine.

Unfinished & Unapologetic is a podcast for women in their 40s and 50s who are healing and reinventing themselves in midlife. We talk about divorce recovery, identity loss, adult children, loneliness, and the strange grief of starting over when you thought you’d be “sorted” by now. We also touch on the sting and clarity of a late mental health diagnosis, and what it’s like learning to live in a body shaped by chronic pain. This isn’t about having it all together. It’s about rebuilding yourself when everything falls apart, and learning how to get stronger without getting harder.

Expect honest conversations, real personal growth, practical boundary setting, and a little twisted humour to take the edge off. If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re behind, broken, or too late, we want you to hear this clearly: you’re still becoming, and that counts.

If this resonates, follow or subscribe, share it with a friend who’s rebuilding, and leave a review so more women can find us. What part of your life are you ready to reclaim next?