Read the secret book of John, the revelation of Seth, revelation of James, the Gospel of Thomas, the gospel of Judas Iscariot
Again these are my outtakes my observation on all these literature I've read I'm no one special just one that continually seeks like a detective we all don't know 100%, but we can ask and seek and a percentage of wisdom knowledge and understanding can come our way only if you are seeking spiritual things will spiritual things come to you a physical carnal mind can't accept things of the spirit or be revealed things of the spirit it doesn't mean someone is special than the other each and every one of us have this power of wisdom, knowledge, and understanding. The source energy within us which is invisible became visible indivisible became divisible