Tiktok users came for me on me posting a drawing I did and used Photoleap AI templates to modify the drawing. All for fun not making any money from using these apps and just exploring and having some fun. It is what it is I have to say FU go ppl every doggone day!

A review on the accounts and evidence from the beginning of this story ti where we are now. Leave a comment or reply with a voice message. Let’s discuss.

Giving up or catching on?

Welp let’s just say this, I’m in my 40s but I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything but I have and yet I haven’t. I’ve written two books and a novella - they aren’t worth seeking a publisher for, i have tons of short stories on sites online that I have received positive and helpful feedback on, I wasted years in school had no direction finally got an Associates degree that’s worthless, I was blessed with two beautiful children so I could leave a legacy for but will probably die before that happens, I went viral on Tiktok more than once lol and they used said videos for their ad promotions, and I became a homeowner in 2012. These are just some things I have done and felt proud of. So what’s the issue? That’ll die thinking I could have done so much more. Questioning why I was dealt such a shitty hand at the poker table. Yep that’s me never satisfied and complain about everything. And yes that’s my son on my cover art for this podcast episode lol.

Where have I been? What I’m trying to do with my creative work trying to be a content creator. This 9-5 ish is for the birds. Do you follow London Charles and or Kountry Wayne? I need to pick up with London’s series I’m so behind. Kountry Wayne’s series from where it started to now. Using our niche and brand to gain a following and how we begin to rebrand with a new following. Fear can be crippling . I’ve allowed my fear to screw up what my life could’ve been like. Let’s discuss or rant about the BS of this Affirmative Action situation. We’re American not African American! Let’s make them stop the racial divide by not answering what race because we’re not Black and White how are colors that don’t look like our skin tones be our ethnicity? We’re brainwashed to be called what others have deemed our ethnicity to be? What’s your true surname? Your mother’s mother mother? To be fined or not to be fined for utilizing the wrong “pronouns” This society is a joke!

I’m tired Y’all! Quitting or early retirement? I have a plan though! My anxiety with my non-verbal son. Just ranting!

Rant about what to do next: Take a gap year on me! The educational system is a joke, it’s only to benefit the greed and greedier. 30k in debt and nothing to show for it. I don’t even have a real AS degree. Classification system to systemic racism. Trans allowed in nude women only spa… there’s something fishy about that but I’m bias. Missing my brother still mad, disappointed can’t fight back the tears. Tired of society as a human race forced into racial divide by non POC who’s confused we’re stuck on race/skin color etc when they’re the ones who came up with it. No wonder they’re erasing history they have no clue on what history is. They want us to pretend we’re all good when a white woman can walk into a home unapologetic and entitled without consequences while a mother is shot dead in front of children by her neighbor. We’re not good! Reset please!

Where do you go when you’ve lost all motivation? Loss of a l sibling and Ranting and raving about you know the usual life!

Have you been in a rut before? Hating life? Jaded? Need to escape? That’s me hi 👋🏾. Target 🎯 Pride and Social media oh my! They coming for Whoopi bc she’s questioning why ppl care about the products being sold. However these folks act like the LGBTQ 🏳️‍🌈 communities don’t shop! 🤔 let’s get into it!

Talking about the crazy A People in this good ole boy country with their right to bear arms to kill! The current shootings and FL’s Desatan bill to go in effect 7/1 after a mass shooter opens fire at a school killing children now ppl can carry without permits they just have to be concealed. Do we still believe these politicians gives a 🐀’s A about prolife if it doesn’t benefit them? The dating and married life differences of demographics. How our fates by a higher being is determined the day we’re born- I was cut off multiple times so there’s two recordings not regard related well they are because I rant about the same ish.