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Listen to this if you've ever felt judged by a Christian-

When I gained a large following quickly on YouTube in 2019, my channel and success became my everything. And while some may think that's a good mindset to have, God certainly thought the opposite. Listen to hear how placing my identity in my success led me to loose myself entirely in less than a year. 

Are your friends praying for you or against you? Be honest.

My whole life, I've noticed a stigma around the world....plug your ears.....SINGLE. As if it's something terrible. I've learned that being single is actually a great thing IF you steward the era the right way while you wait for God to bless you with your person. HOW do you steward it in the right way so you can learn to LOVE it? you'll have to listen to find that out.

Ever since I can remember, I've always believed in God. And honestly, I thought that was all I needed; faith. But it wasn't until last year that I learned God asks for us all not only to believe in Him, but in the One that He sent; Jesus, and to follow His teachings. 

In High school I noticed a bunch of unhealthy relationships around me; and I swore I would NEVER be in one myself. I would preach "don't settle", yet years later I found myself settling completely. How could this have happened? I thought I knew my worth?! 

Thankfully, I have finally discovered the reason as to WHY we deep down know a relationship is bad yet stay rather than confidently walking away, and also HOW to gain the confidence and strength to leave the wrong relationships.

Growing up I was always prone to people pleasing. I put others needs and opinions over my own. This was obviously extremely draining and damaging and left me saying "yes" when too many times I actually wanted to say "no". Simultaneously, I've always desired freedom. Hmmm...I wonder why. Maybe because I was lacking it. I desired freedom in many areas of my life but it wasn't until I met a certain Someone that I truly found it.

I think we all long for a deeper connection with God. As I once read, "the only One who can satisfy the human heart is the One who created it". so true. But how? How do we get closer to God? In today's episode, I talk all about how I turned away from my old lifestyle that was pulling me away from God, and instead turned to Him and focused on Him, even if that meant giving up everything. 

Following Christ was never something I planned on doing. Honestly I thought that was "not me" and was simply weird. Instead, I was focused on being seen as "cool" to others and making sure I fit in, as I was always super insecure. But last year when a love for Jesus was born within me, my opinion on God changed and I wanted to follow Him. But still, a part of me felt "weird" for wanting to do so. Here's the story of how Jesus has healed me from my crippling insecurities and set me free so I can now walk in true confidence and comfort in my own skin like I've always dreamed of doing. 

My whole life i've been chasing happiness, only for it to leave me the second I find it. Why do I still not feel fully satisfied even after achieving all of my dreams? I've realised nothing of this world can truly fulfil me....but if nothing of this world can fulfil me, then what can?