Have you ever set a big, exciting goal… and then everything suddenly starts falling apart?

This episode is for you if you’ve been doing all the right things… setting the vision, taking action, doing the inner work  - but instead of ease, you're met with chaos, pressure, and breakdowns that make you question everything.

I will share the truth about what really happens when you declare a big desire. Why things feel harder. Why it often gets messy. 

And how the version of you that created the goal… isn’t the version who will achieve it.

I take you into my personal story - navigating deep grief, debt, leadership, and self-doubt - and how I continued to hold the faith even when nothing made sense. Because transformation isn’t always pretty. But it is always leading you somewhere higher.

If you’ve been asking, “Why does it get harder when I try to grow?” press play. 

Key episode takeaways

✨ Why your biggest goals often trigger your hardest challenges

✨ The breakdowns happen before the breakthrough

✨ What it means to outgrow your old identity

✨ How to keep the faith when your external reality doesn’t match your vision

If you loved this episode, share it on your Instagram stories and tag me @officiallymayak. I’d love to hear what landed most.

Episode 4: The challenge no one talks about before your manifestation arrives

Do you feel like you are so close to your big breakthrough… only to suddenly question everything?

This episode is for you if you’ve been doing the work, holding the vision, passing the pressure tests - but still haven’t quite received the manifestation you know is meant for you.

In this powerful conversation, I share what really happens right before your big picture reality arrives - the part no one talks about. The final test. The energetic loop. And why even after all the growth and expansion, you can still get pulled backwards if you’re not conscious of this one moment.

If you’ve been feeling exhausted, doubtful, or stuck right at the edge of what you’ve been calling in - this episode is your reminder that it’s not over. You’re actually closer than ever.

After this episode I would recommend:

1. Journaling and seeing what comes up

2. See if there is a pattern that keeps showing up

3. There will be a pattern in this journal entry that will be significant/stems back to the time before all the crap manifested itself

4. We have to work on that underlying thought, emotion and feeling that is linked to a memory that triggered the crap to manifest which lead to the decision to change which lead to the challenges and tower moments

5. Remove that block once and for all

   And viola...we catapult

✨ What happens just before your biggest manifestation lands

✨ Why the ego resurfaces right after a breakthrough

✨ How to spot the energetic loop that pulls you backwards

✨ The importance of matching your mindset to your expanded capacity

If you loved this episode, make sure you share it on your Instagram stories and tag me @officiallymayak. I’d love to hear your biggest takeaway.

Let’s cross the finish line together.

Have you ever questioned if it’s all worth it — the sacrifices, the pressure, the emotional ups and downs of building something from nothing?

In this episode, I share a raw and powerful metaphor for what entrepreneurship really feels like. Not the highlight reel. Not the filtered version. But the unfiltered ride — blindfolded, heart racing, full of unknowns, and entirely driven by you.

If you’re in business, starting out, plateauing, or wondering why things feel heavier than expected… this story is for you.

You’ll hear what it’s really like to feel the dip, doubt everything, and still choose to keep going — because deep down, you know your vision is worth it. And at the end of it all, you’ll be reminded: the true reward was never the destination. It was who you became to get there.

Key episode takeaways

✨ Entrepreneurship will stretch you, break you open, and ask you who you really are

✨ The path isn’t meant to be clear — it forms as you move forward

✨ Your value isn’t in what you build, it’s in who you become along the way

✨ The moment you realise you’re the one driving the ride — everything changes

If you loved this episode, make sure you share it on your Instagram stories and tag me @officiallymayak. I’d love to hear what part of the rollercoaster you’re on right now.

This is your reminder to hold the vision. Keep going. You’re the one building the path — even if you can’t see it yet.

Have you ever felt like everything was falling apart, only to realise it was the start of something greater?

Recently, I found myself in a serious funk - snapping at people I love, feeling unworthy, overworked, emotional, and physically unwell. On the outside, everything looked messy. But deep down, I was in the middle of a major identity upgrade.

In this episode, I open up about the messy middle - what it really looks like to grow through discomfort. I share the breakdown moment, the spiritual realisation that changed everything, and how I stepped back into alignment with the next version of myself.

If you’re feeling stuck, reactive, or disconnected from who you know you truly are… this episode will remind you: you’re not broken - you’re levelling up.

Key episode takeaways

✨ When life feels uncomfortable, confusing, messy and you're about to give up ...it's often a sign thay you're on the cusp of a breakthrough

✨ Growth doesn't always feel good in the moment, it's when you look back and realise what you have just overcome .. that's where your strength lies

✨ Stop seeking validation from others - start aligning with your higher self

✨ You don’t need to wait to become her. You can choose to step into that version of you now

If you loved this episode, make sure you share it on your Instagram stories and tag me @officiallymayak. I’d love to hear your biggest takeaway.

You’re not just going through it - you’re growing through it. Let’s step into your next level together.

Have you ever felt stuck, like no matter how much success you achieve, something still feels missing?

When I started my business, I had no experience, no plan, and just five clients. I thought hard work alone would get me there. But I quickly realised that every challenge - every setback, every pivot - wasn’t just about business growth, it was about me growing too.

In this episode, I share my journey of entrepreneurship, personal transformation, and the identity shifts that happen when we step into bigger versions of ourselves. I talk about the struggles, the moments I wanted to give up, and the mindset shifts that changed everything.

If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed by change or unsure of how to move forward, this episode is for you.

Key episode takeaways

✨ Growth isn’t just about strategy - it’s about becoming the person who can handle success

✨ Every challenge is an opportunity to upgrade your identity, but only if you embrace it

✨ The biggest shifts happen when you stop resisting and start trusting the process

✨ Feeling stuck is often a sign that you're on the verge of a major transformation

If you loved this episode, make sure you share it on your Instagram stories and tag me @officiallymayak. I’d love to hear your biggest takeaway.

Let’s step into your next level together.