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Vlog #21 - Feeling pretty good

First time feeling pretty good in awhile.  I wish I could act as though I am excited because it comes out a little flat but little day time drowsiness, no somnolence, a tiredness that is tolerable as if I weren't on meds.  That's a lot to say for since the last week has been pretty gruesome on me.  The depression got me feeling pretty low to the point I told a friend I wanted to commit suicide.  It is one tough adjustment.  But I think the 60 mg tablets I can level out on.  Now it is the worry of other day stressors, a job!  I hope I can hold out with fatigue because a feeling like today is the only way I can ever sucumb to the belief I can work a stable job again.

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My name is Travis Balitz.  I have been living with Bipolar Disorder since 2008.  I have had many other diagnosis such as anxiety, depression, schizoaffective disorder and bipolar type 2 . I am currently diagnosed with bipolar type 1.  There have been many ups and downs in my life.  Here on this channel I am advocate for Mental Health.  I share my experiences, good and bad and in between.  I also give advice and share my general experience with hospitalizations, partial hospitalizations, group homes (IRTS), dialectical behavioral therapy, personal therapy, psychiatric experiences and my knowledge on all of the medications I have been on.  I hope you can learn something from my channel.  Also do not be afraid to reach out if you are in a dire situation.  Please contact the suicide hotline if you are at a risk for your mental health.  Number is here: 800-273-8255.  Text BRAVE to 741741.  Thank you.

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Mental Illness Music I Composed, Wrote And Sung:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQJvrN0f_pjYaNqr18Ttr7Dk

Beyond Bipolar Fitness:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7xQ50UMUs4&list=PLYXcd0dr7iQKbY-f5beoLXWq7dgG9INi_

Motivational Speeches:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQKRb6AJFaoz1AY2SP5kn5_G

Reaction Videos:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQIAdkmpdmf3tScWYDvSO8AL

Mental Health Video Documentaries:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQIGmtoA1fqZCx_NgLrUSkyr

Mental Health Awareness:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQJpVy75r4xePYKiBQGpFG53

Classic Mental Health VLogs:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQLpJWAkECinI2pzlfpQi1S0

That's Mental:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYXcd0dr7iQK0nfuSYXVZWL0hYi_e09dm

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