Voice Nodes

Voice Nodes is officially coming back! For what some may say it's the third season but I see it as a 2.0 – so let's just run with that! Welcome to Season 2!

This time around I am very keen to share the people who I have collided with that feel memorable. Having just returned from a whirlwind trip in Europe I have several guests I'm excited for you to meet.

This brief episode is an intro to my next chapter as a podcast host.

DISCLAIMER: This is entirely a working theory. I am a work in progress in my education of unlearning gender terms. If I have misstepped, do tell me.

Today's episode is a short and sweet musing about how the Christian faith unknowingly prescribes to a transitioned God. As the creator of all life, we would assume God has female reproductive anatomy – a uterus – or that which houses and grows all human life. Yet, devoted followers of Christianity refer to God ONLY as he/him. 

I very much believe in a non-binary God, but since dogmatic faiths tend to think in black and white, the logic leads one to believe that God is indeed a female. But identifies as a man?! Ironic, since so much transphobia comes from the Christian church.

Reference: Karamo Brown (of Queer Eye) on Rich Roll's podcast can be listened to here.

Enjoy :)

This episode has been knocking at the door of my psyche for the past week – ever since I finished Paul Coelho's Eleven Minutes and began unpacking my thoughts on the subject matter. This season in my life is not one of experience but one of confronting my own thoughts on BDSM.

I used to pride myself on being the type of lover who would never say no to trying new things, but rather reply with "not yet". In this past month, I have been confronting that belief, as I have unintentionally entered a season of BDSM. It started with a Hinge profile I found increasingly more triggering and became a full-fledged season when the show I was watching, Normal People, took a dark turn. Both of these touchpoints presented me with the opportunity to explore my discomfort around women finding pleasure in humiliation and/or submission to a male partner.

In this episode, I discuss how BDSM is a common kink in the fitness industry, why I take issue with straight white men only wanting to be the Dom, and how sex is the most vulnerable, ever-changing, and present thing that we do. 

I am a firm believer that the dynamics in any sexual encounter should be a reflection of how we feel in that moment, rather than a definitive role one must prescribe to. Predetermined roles are counter-intuitive and the opposite of the nautral world. Have a listen. Explore these themes with your friends and partner, and most of all reflect on your own beliefs.

My BDSM touchpoints and where you can find them:

Relationship experts (on Instagram) speaking about trauma and how it shows up in our relationships:

Guiding tarot: The Hanged One - left. We are ambivalent about slowing down or giving in to our inner world. 

Find me: On ig at @janweile for spirit-led entrepreneurship or @colourmyaura for ceremonies.

Happy Sunday,

I knew I had to record this episode because my inner knowing was so clear and immediate that someone needs to hear this – or maybe I just needed to hear myself. I talk about the popularity of Clairvoyance (see images) and Clairaudience (hearing voices) as the expectation and default for being intuitive, and how I receive messages differently. I give the example of how I chose the wrong colour of journal for my business and that my inner knowing was relentless that it had to be green instead of periwinkle. I receive information from my intuition through my "knowing" which is a psychic gift known as Claircognizance. As promised here are the most commonly known intuitive gifts:

MOST IMPORTANTLY: Please note this list is not definitive. There are many more ways we can connect with our inner guide and as humans, we are limited in our comprehension and language. Additionally, I believe what I provided is a working list so please let me know of gifts I have missed.

I also mention my lovely friend Ellen and a conversation she had with her co-host about our desire to receive information via our eyes and ears. I don't know the exact podcast but you can listen to any/all of their episodes here. I HIGHLY recommend giving Woo Knew a listen.

Lastly, I finished recording at 11:11 AM, and (imo) that's a sign!!!

Guiding tarot: Motherpeace's 10 of Cups reversed. There is a collective connection to the source and our individual emotions. A rejoice is happening, that may be overzealous and happening too quickly.

Find me: On ig at @janweile for entrepreneurship and dog videos, or @colourmyaura for ceremonies and spiritual downloads.

I CAN'T STAND IT! Super fired up today, probably related to eclipse season and all other fuckery in the cosmos. 

Synopsis: I recently finished a few shifts on a film set where I was IMMEDIATELY reminded how some industries/companies have leaders who avoid taking personal responsibility and use performance reviews to hide their own inadequacies. 

In this share, I go to town on how "underperformance" isn't real, and how it is used by managers who have not properly trained or clearly communicated their expectations. I also break down the responsibilities the employee has when they have been assessed as "unfit for the role" – and provide a basic strategy for communicating their needs.

Nothing works me up more than unfairly treated employees in the workplace. So the next time you hear: "Prove Yourself" or "Do You Know Who You Are Talking To?" please refer to this podcast, reach out to me, and know that I am aggroed too. I have a zero-tolerance policy for this archaic, abuse of power, delusion many workplaces are still enforcing. F*ck that shit - you deserve better. Everyone does!

Guiding Tarot: Motherpeace's World (XXI) up and slight right. Description: We are breaking free into a new cycle. The old is completed and many new things are now possible since she has done her work. She wants to be done with the past and move on to the new life (heck yes I do!)

Find me: On ig at @janweile for entrepreneurship and dog videos, or @colourmyaura for ceremonies and spiritual downloads.

This was my third go at recording this message and in it, you'll hear why.

Recently I have questioned my process as a creator because I so lovingly believe(d) in the power of just getting it out there that I rarely took the time to finesse or value what it was that I created. I discovered that my worth is impacted by this belief and that in order to create something with value and true impact, I need to take myself and what I create seriously. I now see that I was devaluing my words, my time, my talent, and my energy but half-assing it. My commitment going forward is to invest in myself (hair and possibly make-up) and in this podcast, by recording it with intention and clarity. I am now creating with the belief that what I have to offer is a gift and who I am is a work of art.

The Power of a Purge is about clearing out stagnant chi from your mind, body, and spirit – on a cellular level. It is about getting rid of the thoughts and memories stored in your being that take up space and prevent you from receiving what you want to come through. It's time for a daily spring cleaning!

Intuitives I rate and mention in this episode include:

This idea came to me today and it is currently marinating. I wholeheartedly believe the evolution of human consciousness is the radical acceptance, belief, and practice of fluid free will.

Don't get me wrong, there are cultures, beings, and teachings who have always known this, yet as we "evolved" (or I would suggest "devolved") into a hierarchical society we placed notions around right or wrong, good or evil, boy or girl, gay or straight, etc. Our evolution in consciousness, I believe, is the complete and total acceptance of free will and all of its expressions. This means that we understand: as human beings we are ever presented with opportunities to pivot into a new way of being that contradicts our previous way of existing, and that is okay. In fact, it is more than okay. It is the human experience. Life on the physical plane fully lived in a constant state of fluidity.

This has been an orbiting concept that regularly visits my consciousness. By no means do I have it figured out. In the days since recording this, it has become clear to me that a frustration and resistance I have within myself is that my inner sense of self is not reflected in my outer confidence. This has been an ongoing shadow and refusal to admit that my rounded shouldered posture affects how I show up in the world.

I think maybe the true "goal" or natural way of being is when the two align. Also, I'm big into Ainslie MacLeod's work and he shared a great post about this conundrum. He says in his caption: "And sometimes the other person will sense an incongruence between what they see and what they feel. Then, this might send you further down the people-pleasing hole, thinking you need to “try harder,” rather than recognizing the need to be authentic." The whole post can be viewed here.

Enjoy :)

In this share, I explore a theme that's been repeatedly on my mind this past week. It is the assumption that we will die of old age and it just isn't true. If we think of how many friends, relatives, people on the news, and others who have died "too soon" of "before their time" – we realize that our language and our beliefs perpetuate the guarantee of old age – and that there is no incarnation that promises such a lifetime.

Hopefully, without being too depressing, I wonder about how I would show up differently in each moment, how I would change my circumstance today if I didn't think I had my whole life ahead of me to figure things out. It is a short share but for me, it has had profound new thought paths. I hope it'll make you think too.

A great Christmas rom-com book I mention is In A Holidaze by Christina Lauren - I highly recommend it if you are looking for something light during the holidays :)

Last week I put out another Episode 8 and somehow it felt wrong. At the time I didn't get it. I had received repeated visions of using my throat and I really felt like I had to share on this platform. After recording it I felt out of integrity, so I deleted it.

This week, I've revisited the initial concept of Karmic Anxiety but in a different context. I think one day I will record another share about romantic attachments and how even if in a second, we can connect on a soul level and feel that sense of "we've done this before," but that will be on another day. Maybe Valentine's Day ;p

Anyway, today's share is about the past life fear that prevents me from truly living. My fear of being kidnapped. Almost daily, I have the fear of being followed or that someone will kidnap me - either from my home or whilst I'm walking. What I didn't mention in the share is that a big reason why I cycle everywhere; it feels/seems the safest. If I had to, I would have the option of ditching and running on foot and/or taking pedestrian-only pathways, or can I slip out of sight in traffic. Clearly, I have given escape plans A LOT of thought – and that is what this episode is about.

This is a scratching of the surface of Past Live(s) regression work and I recommend if you are interested in it, you check out Ainslie MacLeod's work. He's been on Oprah's Super Soul Sunday, and many other West Coast woo-woo podcasts. He's the real deal. His books The Instruction: Living the Life Your Soul Intended and The Old Soul Guidebook: Who You Are, Why You're, and How to Navigate Life on Earth Here are bestsellers and if you still aren't sure, check out his ig.

My main intention at the end of this share is that a fear or phobia that you have dismissed is given space. May you recognize what is holding you back, so you can comfort it and hold your soul in the way that no one else can.

- Justine