Hey there, sweet listener! Last week was heavy with that damn binkie drama, so I sat down wanting to keep this one light. Plus, I wanted you to get to know me a little more. And as I tell you things about me, specifically things I like and dislike, I'm able to remind myself of things I like and dislike, thereby identifying what energy is mine and what energy isn't. 

So much for fucking light, lol.

But this one is fun, and some good reminders for all of us in are inside. 

Love you! Thanks for listening <3

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We've slowly been manifesting the life of our dreams, & the universe is helping us doing it. "We" being me, my sister, & our budding family business. This past week has been a tumultuous one with multiple lessons and tests, but overall, the more firmly we plant ourselves in creative flow, the more abundance we're raking in. And it's a fucking awesome place to be.

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Thank you for listening to Wait, I'm Processing! Follow me on Instagram at @queen.ashleen for cute photos of my kids & documentation of this experiment we call life! 

Check out Chronic Gals Podcast, the cannabis podcast I host with my sister. We're everywhere you get podcasts, & of course on Instagram at @chronicgals_podcast!

The conclusion (for now) of the binkie drama. We returned to the girl her paci, & there is again peace in the land.

Thank fuck.

Join me in a bong rip as I process this whole binkie-weaning fiasco, and somehow manage to find the underlying spiritual lesson in all of it. 

If you didn't know before, I'll say it now so I can say I've said it - as much as I love anyone who listens to my show/reads my words, I'm really not interested in anyone's criticisms or negative opinions of how we handled this situation. Anything you have to say to me, I've said it to myself already. So you can just judge me from afar, & keep your comments to yourself, please. Thanks. 

(And this is true of anything I say. If you don't like it, scroll away from my corner of the internet. I won't be offended, really. Love you from here.)

((But if you really feel the need to blow up my social media about it - that's fine, please blow me up. I'll be here enjoying the social clout your attention brings me.))

(((Damn, I feel like the confidence to publish the above came from the processing that happened in this episode. Must be a magical one! Enjoy!!)))

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Thank you for listening to Wait, I'm Processing!

Follow me on Instagram at @queen.ashleen for cute photos of my kids & documentation of this experiment we call life!

Check out Chronic Gals Podcast, the cannabis podcast I host with my sister. We're everywhere you get podcasts, & of course on Instagram at @chronicgals_podcast!

I had no plan for where today's entry was going to go, but I love where it went! I continue to work through Mara's binky saga, then take a hard left into divinity, past lives & joy.

Joy. Joy. Joy is the message today. For the ancient Egyptians, the word for power is the same word for joy. Remember to find your joy every day, and no pandemic/quasi-civil war/murder hornet/what are ya gonna throw at me next shit can even touch you.

Love you. <3

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Thank you for listening to Wait, I'm Processing!

Follow me on Instagram at @queen.ashleen for cute photos of my kids & documentation of this experiment we call life!

Check out Chronic Gals Podcast, the cannabis podcast I host with my sister. We're everywhere you get podcasts, & of course on Instagram at @chronicgals_podcast!

I felt a lot of anxiety over my first episode, because I got really vulnerable with you all really fast. And it's F*CKING SCARY being vulnerable. But I got a notification from this app called The Pattern that was really reassuring. It helped me push the publish button, even though I'm still scared about it. So here we are, processing that and moving thru the fear in spite of it.

Download The Pattern app (not sponsored)

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Follow me on Instagram at @queen.ashleen for cute photos of my kids & documentation of my experiment!

Check out Chronic Gals Podcast, the cannabis podcast I host with my sister. We're everywhere you get podcasts, & of course on Instagram at @chronicgals_podcast!

Welcome to my experiment! Wait, I'm Processing is my audio journal, which means as I process my life around me, you can too, and hopefully you'll pick up some helpful tips and strategies along the way, or at the very least, use my fu*k-ups as a lesson to avoid fu*k-ups in your own life.

In my very first episode, recorded on Jan. 1, 2021, I dive in deep, processing the struggles of being a parent, the craziness of 2020, owning my spirituality and how life is really just one big experiment.

WARNING: I'm a crier, I'm very vulnerable, & that's the whole point. If you don't like it, scroll on, friend. Love you.

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Follow me on Instagram at @queen.ashleen for cute photos of my kids & documentation of my experiment!

Check out Chronic Gals Podcast, the cannabis podcast I host with my sister. We're everywhere you get podcasts, & of course on Instagram at @chronicgals_podcast!