Good morning fellow travelers,
Here is a little bland of things,
This Story/poem that I wrote a while back I wanted to share with you, of course this is Wednesday artist corner so here is one of my recording “ and I love her” by The Beatles and my little ranting actually happened yesterday evening as I became aware of some news that stirred my heart.
Remember that
Today is the first day of the rest of your life
It
It has been a while since I felt that itch
That lone wolf with its mouth muzzled
Yes, alone as it maybe, he still,
Stands strong and proud
No noise need to be uttered,
Nothing to be accomplished,
To be said or to be done.
The work is resting in front of him
On a consecrated alter, unbeknownst to him
The whole time, his whole life dedicated
To an obscure labor of blood and unwept tears.
Another enormous door is been shut against
My gasping soul, once more.
Those chains keep dragging me to a bottomless pit
It is not like I have a choice, it is not like I have a voice
The darkness is never too far away.
Yes mother, I hear you near and clear.
The witch of the howlers,
The creepy crawlers, the unwanted,
The unsung, could it be that I...
Finally am ready to surrender to the inevitable
And trust this stinky abyss?
You never know right...
I don’t want to sell myself anymore.
I have tried and failed so many times
I am a lone wolf
My mold came to this world by accident
I was never meant to sleep though
I tried to lull myself.
I tried to love and the freezing wind of the north slap me back with a resounding no.
I have tried to fit into this strange mold the world has been selling forever
Though a mystery, I cannot hold on to it, to the comfort of the illusion.
When I look at the story of the world, I see a fog
How can I take a fog seriously, with all its drama...
So my journey compels me... again
I hear the call, so quiet and yet so resounding.
I will pack my things and this time head north to nowhere with my heart still beating, my hope still branded on my sail taut on its mast... the path is still to be forged... for now anyway... and I breathe... OM