As a girl who has spent the last ten years traveling the world off and on, the last two years continuously, for several years I've passionately sought a relationship with Jesus, and along the way Holy Spirit has used me when I've obeyed Him, and at other times I've walked away and sinned and failed miserably. For months, just now running back to Him after much rebellion and brokenness, I've been pouring out my soul to Him and asked what He wants me to do. He said, "Tell the world." I've put it off, avoided it, begged for something else, tried to reason with Him, and He's been completely silent. My pastor used to say, "If the Lord isn't speaking to you, go back and do the last thing He told you to do, because He's not going to give you more instructions if you don't even obey the first ones." Either way, I truly believe the more transparent I am with you in my successes, the more you will see the work of God in my life, and the more I share my sins and what they have cost me the more y