Warrior’s Journey - A Narcissistic Abuse Survivor’s Journey To Peace

A little more pick me up tips or survival tips that I actually got from my Narcissist soon to be ex husband and some I learned from my mother in law as well. Please listen to Part 1 first to understand the days will drag part a bit further. #NarcissisticAbuse #survivingAbuse

6/5/18 - several months into my journey to peace. I realized that the narcissist gave me some advice years ago that I’ve been using to help get me through this very difficult time of my life. I used his words directly to remind me that this can’t and won’t last forever, in fact it will fly!

This was 6 months into my journey to peace, 6 months out from my Narcissist/Psychpath husband. When I left him I left all my stuff. I spent the last few awful days before I left at my desk in our bedroom, writing to my support system for advice and help. The desk was finally driven up to me 1200 miles away and the thought of sitting at it gave me great anxiety. On this night I finally sat at it and was comforted by a great Abraham Hicks I found along with some repeating number sequences.

I haven’t checked the audio on this as I’m standing with my phone in my shower. I got in here lifeless and the energy I received just from recording what I was feeling without thinking about it, helped me to feel lighter. Please use this as a message that you cannot keep it inside. You have to get the feelings out and talk yourself through them. May your vibration be raised with you listen to this, no matter where in time or space you are! Love you world! Good night.

Uploaded an old recording I found unexpectedly earlier, and now hours later see something regarding the topic in my Pinterest feed. Signs... they’re everywhere!

2/21/18 - Five months into my healing journey. Reading an article from my therapist about trauma bonds and do a audio recording about it to her. Thought I’d share this because it’s all part of the process and the more people can relate to what I feel and say, the more we can work on healing together! You might not be codependent, you might be suffering from trauma bonds from Narcissistic abuse.

If you’re seeing 777 it means the angels are proud of you and that you’re on path to your purpose in life. In this segment I just finished a prayer for peace in my healing journey and saw 777, it was yet another synchronicity. If you pay close attention, the universe loves to send you these synchronicities to help you and guide you.

2/6/18 Five months into my journey to peace on a bad night. Crying and getting things off my chest that I wished I could tell him but it wouldn’t matter because narcissists don’t have the capacity to understand the pain they cause and wouldn’t care even if they did. My narcissist said the most horrific things all the years of our marriage and rarely if ever apologized. I’m publishing these moments because I know so many can relate. You are not alone and it will get better I promise!

5 months into my journey to peace - cool synchronicities stand out to me. They amaze me so much and it can’t rain all the time right?? So I’m laughing and just talking about the synchronicity that presented itself to me. This is to inspire you that in your pain, you can still find magic in this journey away from narcissistic abuse.

My heart felt feelings on a rough night. 1 year 4 months out and I still have plenty of them! I say a little prayer for all who need it. Love and Light. Bella Light