Weird Black Chick & Anxiety

When understanding who you are the information in life, you have to be aware of things that have been taught. However what happens when you start learning for self what happens when you start asking questions. Digging deeper into self and the knowledge you seek shall find you.

Always refraining from being lost in the sight of others. My calling to who I am versus where I am from. A product of my past or a growth from it, spiritual journey in a small town. Uncovering the tape that was super glued over m6 soul.

Living a life covered yet being transparent. Talking about my awakening my past that collided with my present. Stress to allowing those I helped rip me apart. Who was to blame ultimately myself I had enough.

Realizing that my self love was compromised, due to obtaining a image that others tolerated. Having a odd way of life to others and obstacles in growth showed what I lacked due to the ways over comfortability and seeing to make others comfortable I lost who I was. My happiness my ways of seeing color and I could only see black and white. Did I change or did I truly regain who I was always?

Have you been told, that you have disabilities? These disabilities have been told to you that you cannot understand simple English or simple math. Your disabilities are a genius meaning you perceive things differently from the natural and normal human. Realizing that no one but the universe and God or whoever you believe in is the only one that can self diagnose and if self diagnosis self diagnosing.Then that truly means That you are the creator of your own image and the therapist or only the builders that helped to your stuffing in building blocks so the information you give them is your own self novel of your life.

Time laughs (Laps)

Speaking for bidden knowledge, knowledge that is from within given from you from back in time you are the ancestors And the ancestors live within you

Waking up out of their matrix and being in your own!

My experience prt 1.

Helping others to help me, a self love journey that shares the light.