I don't think I'm a girls girl; I find myself jealous, insecure and wanting to compete with other women for attention. I also hate inauthenticity and discuss my thoughts on Barbie and Oppenhemier. Also, are sex scenes really necessary in the media?

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This week was refreshing....because I felt nothing. Nothing feels good, calming and peaceful. It means that I don't have to manage emotions. I also ramble about the ego, arrogance and saviour complex of one white man in particular, how I struggle to identify my strenghts without comparing it to others and more.

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Listen to me ramble about some of the reasons stopping me from working on my goals - are you affected by this too? Also, peanut butter and egg is a weird food combo, but trust me, it works.

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Womens emotions are literally controlled by hormones - period week is when I'm the lowest and most vulnerable. Listen to me ramble about how single and behind in life I feel.

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I've been away for the past month, visiting friends, family and exploring new places. I had a total mindset shift on my trip about the lack of permanance and ownership we have in this life, and had to overcome my fear of being the 'new kid.' Listen on.

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Ever wondered what its like to be highly sensitive, hyper vigilant and always feeling all the damn time? Welcome to Episode 23, where ya gurl is tired of life. I also briefly talk about the joys of adulting (taxes/budgeting!) and experimenting easier ways to travel.

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No one talks about friendship grief where the nature of your friendships changes. Too bad there's no manual to it, because I've been grieving. This week is also the start of Ramadan and as excited as I am, there's also a sense of loneliness to it. I'm looking to practice more patience this month and also challenge my ego.

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Today's episode explores the shame I attach to not being perfect, making mistakes and being human. I also talk about my recent cold, feeling anti-social and what bilirubin is.

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I spent the last two weeks drained (thank you anixety!) and had to bring myself out of a triggered moment. I also learnt how to play pool recently and am excited for my upcoming One Republic concert!

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Privilege can be a complicated topic to discuss. On one hand, you want to enjoy and feel worthy of what you have, and on the other, you feel guilty for having it. I'm acknowledging the privilege that I have as I think about everyone affected by the earthquakes in Syria and Turkey. The privilege guilt is real and I'm patiently trying to move away from feeling/being stuck in guilt to taking action by helping out.

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