Hey readers!

I hope you’re resting well this weekend.

If you read my newsletter last week, you’ll know that I’m on a reinvention journey. You see, I began a new career 7 years ago. I became a coach and I set out to be one of the best. I had dreams of working with business execs, tech leaders, athletes & creatives. I wanted to help them rediscover their original wholeness and well-being.

And holy s**t, I am doing that now.

It’s been a long journey of having other jobs, working long hours, making sacrifices, having kids, and all that to say, I believe that I’m just getting started.

Last week, I told you I was in a reinvention phase. I’m revamping my website and I’m refashioning this blog too.

There’s been a lot happening behind the scenes that is leading to this. Bigger opportunities, bigger clients and bigger risks. The biggest one is stepping deeper into my shadow work. I’ve gone further into my childhood trauma and have experienced some transformative healing. It’s changed everything especially the way I work with clients.

So I am evolving. I am shifting. And I’d like to take you through my process of evolution.

Truthfully, I had bigger plans for this blog. I wanted to have it all launched and looking pretty by now. I wanted to have new branding, a new structure, and a new vibe all around. I wanted it finished and completed and perfect.

Theodore Sturgeon, a fiction writer, once said that 90% of what we create is crap.

You see, my default is to hide the crap. I want you to think that I’ve got it all together in this empire I’m building. I want you to think that everything is already great. I want you to think that I’m crushing it.

Don’t get me wrong. I am incredibly grateful for where my life is right now.

But I still doubt my ability to sustain this journey of an entrepreneur. I still fear that I don’t have what it takes.  I still play it safe with what I put out there.

So I want to lean into playing it a bit unsafe with this blog. I want to let you in on the process of my becoming.

Here’s what is happening…

I am committed to being an extraordinary coach. I am committed to doing my own shadow work. I know that I can only take my clients as deep as I’ve gone myself.

I am committed to creating an extraordinary marriage. I am committed to being a present dad. I want to provide well for my family and live my professional dreams at the same time.

I am an artist at heart. I want to create. I want to make music. I want to write.

I want to be a multi-millionaire doing all of the things I mentioned above. I want to be trustable with wealth. I want to be generous with the wealth I am trusted with.

I’m going to get this blog more organized to invite you into my journey of creating and pursuing all of these bolder aspirations.

The name will change but I don’t know what it is yet.

Also, I want to you to be a fly on the wall while I coach people. I want to give you an inside look into what it feels like when I’m sitting with someone. So I’ll probably release some sort of audio of me coaching others.

I want my blog to have seasons. Like TV shows. Each season will have a theme.

Right now, I have a little over 200+ subscribers to this blog. I want to increase that to 1,000+. And then maybe tens of thousands after that.

Sheesh, feels pretty bold (and scary) to be in pursuit of all of this…

If you’re dreaming of creating something in your life; maybe it’s a business, or improving your marriage, or your sex life, or making more money, or changing careers, or stepping into a new art...

My hope is that my journey inspires you to go after whatever it is you want. My hope is that you deeply embody your innate worthyness and enoughness, and from that place of deep knowing, create the life you want.

This is what I do as a coach.I inspire others to unlock their potential. I empower them to believe in themselves.

So this is me, being messy, letting you in on my process, my insecurities and my doubts, because the process of believing in yourself is just that; it’s messy.

But I wouldn’t have it any other way.

A reminder: We’re all gonna die. Eventually. Why not go after your greatest desires in this one life we get.

I’m scared it won’t work out. I’m scared I’ll never achieve my biggest dreams. I’m scared that I’ll invite you into this whole journey only to see me fail.

But f**k it, here I am. This is where we are. We’re going for the audacious.

You go for the audacious too…

Okay?

Fiercely loving you,

Jomar

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