Faith is not blind. Faith defines how we experience the present, deal with the past, and help with the future. Will trials cause disillusionment in your life? Disillusionment is a feeling of emptiness after something not going as expected, or failed to meet your expectations. Will trials make you withdraw from God, or invite you closer to God? Do you, like Thomas, struggle with fear or understanding what’s happening around you? Thomas’s hope was in what he thought Jesus would do for him. He likely was disappointed and isolated himself. We have a choice when faced with trials--will we turn from God or will we press in to God? Be willing to work through the feelings of disillusionment so that Christ can bring healing. God wants us to find true joy and satisfaction in Him alone. Be willing to allow Jesus to be who He wants to be in your life, not just who you want Him to be. Like Thomas, we can lack confidence and live within safe boundaries that we’ve set up in our lives to prevent us from pain and disappointment. God is drawing us out of these places and drawing us to Himself. He often uses community for us to receive a new way to believe when we have these feeling. Have faith that there is fullness, abundance and plenty for you in God, but if we refuse to come to God, we will find scarcity. Jesus is gracious and will do everything to help us believe. He doesn’t want to leave us in our fear and doubts and He doesn’t ask us to work out our fears before coming to Him. Jesus is kind and opens our eyes to greater revelations of who He is, and His love for us. Wherever you are bound in our mind, Jesus wants to rescue you! The safety and refuge you desire is only found in Jesus.