You know the one thing I can't see myself forgetting was the way I felt when you looked at me. In your eyes, I could see your sincerity and I could feel you were an honest man. I know you cared about me. Like you weren't trying to save me but you would try to help me and you kept trying until you couldn’t. You came along when I least expected you to and even though I never told you, I fell in-love with you and all the little moments. I could look back at some of those moments and smile. I felt really happy. I hadn't experienced that level of genuine happiness with anyone else. The kind where we didn’t have to try and have a good time but just did. Doing nothing felt like something with you.

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