I never got to say this but I am sorry for choosing to keep around the more toxic things in my life. I reached back to something I knew that wasn’t good for me instead of facing my fear and trying a new thing. There’s a comfort in the things that are familiar, even if they aren’t good even if it is living in dysfunction. I didn’t need to worry about anyone breaking my heart because I was doing a good enough job of it

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2020/12/19/what-i-never-told-you-pt-3/