After you I couldn’t even pretend with anyone else. Trying to replace you didn't work and it only highlighted all the things I missed about you. You were loving and you were good but you weren’t a doormat and it was just another thing I wasn’t used to. An adult addressing things gracefully. When I felt and knew I had done enough to push you away, I knew that I wasn’t going to be able to replace you anytime soon. No one else could take up that space. I know because I tried.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2020/12/19/what-i-never-told-you-pt-4/