What if my attachment is really to the story of sharing my joy, telling a new partner how much I appreciate them? That I don't really crave a partner it's more the expressing. So I expressed here what I would say to my partner of a few months. This felt like a good release. Then my therapist said, "What if really all this was a conversation needed to be had to you from you?" YES since we all really project. I may have just needed to tell myself all these things....nonetheless it's relaxing and asmr style...so here a message to my boyfriend...(and so fun to say!)

Thanks for being here...po box 1407 Lake Stevens, WA 98258