Are you living  your life trying to control how other people would think about you?
What is your opinion of you?
I'm giving you excercise to practactice to become your number one fan.
How to difference between a healthy opinion of yourself to narcism ?
You are worthy and lovable by design, not by decision. 
Having a healthy opinion about yourself mean that you open to living up to your full potential and not worry about what other think of you or earning positive feedback from other human.