On today's episode we talk with Bonnie Lang Rambob. Bonnie grew up a 4th generation Seventh-day Adventist. She started her own family in the faith, taught in the SDA parochial school system, and dreamed of changing her church for the better. Then, little by little, faith and God began to unravel until it was all dust. After a period of profound depression, Bonnie found the light of a new day. These days, she's a pastor, activist, student of theology, and mom of young adult sons. She loves climbing trees, knitting, and hiking while conversing with friends about smashing the patriarchy. We dive into the entire process of deconstruction, reconstruction and finding freedom in leaving a little room for the "mystery" of faith.