hi guys
so many things happening but i like to move in silence.
As many of you know, i am here.. there.. and everywhere.. and what i mean by that is that im someone who's still trying to be fully stable,
i like to move around because i hate being too comfortable in one place but im starting to realize how important it is to have that. To actually be stable and not just jump around and have no real goal to reach.
Im not saying that i dont know what i want in life, im coming to a place now where im really starting to notice what my true wants and desires are. im still fighting some inner demons in me and heading back into some of my old temptations
(which i am working on a daily basis and to be honest im doing a good job ill say so myself)
all in all i love coming on here and talking my shit, it genuinely makes me feel better and it is greatly needed for i have stopped talking to a personal therapist and now need you all to listen to my problems.
and the title of this episode is the main point of it all which is that i slept with someone (well not really slept i let his dick go inside of me for 2 minutes) last night who basically in my eyes was someone else (not really) but i wanted him to be. i understand that is not okay, but its apart of growth and having emotions for someone who turns you down
This is helping me be more vocal about myself, the good, the bad, the pretty, the ugly.
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